July 10

Angel: Season 2

I rewatched the second season of Angel and i remembered why i disliked it so much – not as much 4 and 5 season. But Angel is so annoying and stupid and i just want to struggle him and than stake him. This when the season did so much right. It brings Darla back. Darla is an amazing character that died to soon. In this season we got alot inside of her. Which is really amazing to see what Darla wants and what she fears. Which person she was before she got a vampire. Also it introduced Lorne, which is also an amazing character. Gunn is getting a bigger role and the bring back a few good amazing characters for a episode. So they did everything right. Just Angel is the worth thing in that season. Without him the season what be amazing.

Special Guests

Let’s start with one of my favorite parts. In the first episode we see Angel visit Faith. Faith is such an amazing character. She is one of my favorite and that she is always part of Angel is a good reason to watch. Other than Angel, she is not losing her way.
The second really amazing special guest is Anne. Maybe you remember her. She is the best example for what i wanted to see on supernatural. We meet her before in two episode in Buffy. Anne was one of the people that wanted to become a vampire. Buffy is saving her and she goes a way to start a new life.But she never get it right. She met a boy and fall in love with him. This is not a bad thing but she thought that she need him. She didn’t believe in herself. But Buffy saves her again and wanted to fight for herself. Now we see her again in Angel. She is woman that believes in herself and fight to help people. Not like Angel or Buffy. She is helping people like herself. Left alone from the world, with a bad past, without home. She became such a great and strong character.
Willow has a little moment in the serie and Harmonie visit Cordelia. She is totally like Harmonie always were.

Darla

Darla has an interessting journay. She came back as human and she get to know how big this guilty is. The guilt she had loaded on her shoulders. She has so much pain and she doesn’t want to feel it. She goes from wanting to become vampire, to just don’t want to die. Before she became a vampire, she was going to die. Now that he is human again the illness is also back. The medic is better than before but the illness to much progressed to help her. So she will die. When she is ready to find her peace. Wolfram and Hart taken that from her. They let Drusila make her a vampire again. The interessting is that she wanted to know why Drusila did it. She get back to her oldself when Dursila breaks down. Drusila needed her in that moment to be the old Darla. So she became the old Darla. But which Darla she is, she always just wanted love. More than anything.

Angel alone

Angel is pushing his friends away. Someone may thing that Angel have no problems alone and the others will have. But it is the other way around. Cordelia, Gunn and Wesley work together in Angel Investigation. They have a few problems but they make it work. Angel on the other hand is lost. He brings Lorne and Kate in many problems. He can not work alone, he never could. He is the one that need the other and not the other way around. He broke Kate and her life. He take without knowing everything from her. She lost her father, her believe in the world, her work and in the end her job and her life – even when in the end he saved hers.
But the most important thing is. That Wesley and Gunn let her decide if they gave Angel a chance. Cordelia was the most hurt. So she decides what they do.

Love and Hate

Lindsay and Leyla are forced to work together in that season and they can’t make that pretty good. Lindsay is one of them bringing Darla back. But he has really feelings for her. Feelings were always Lindsays problems. Lindsay make a lot of bad things but he feels guilty about it. He feels dirty but he will do it. He is helping Darla when ever he could. Leyla seems to have no feelings but she has them, but she isn’t feeling guilty about her work. Arn’t they a pair. I love them both. The sad and good thing is that in the end Lindsay got out. He left the firm and the serie. I know he will be back and… we don’t talk about it.

Other good things

The relationship that developed between Cordelia and Angel. Now something very real will between them and will ship them until the end. Even when Cordelia deserve better. The second one is Fred. Fred is the best that ever happend to the serie.
Also we begann to see the dark side of Wesley.

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June 1

Arrow: Season 01

Hey Guys,

i started to watch Arrow because of two actors. Yes, i am like this all the time… This two actors were John Barrowman and Colton Haynes. We all know that Colton is just starting to apear in the second half of the serie, but i missed Colton in Teen Wolf already so i started it anyway. The reason i stayed with the serie wasn’t the story or Oliver Queen. To be truthfull the story didn’t get me at the beginning and the flashbacks were kinda boring. So the reason i stayed with the serie is one character – Tommy Merlyn. He is, was and will always be my favorite character on Arrow. After that they brought other amazing characters in like Felicity Smoak. My two favorite persons.

Favorite Theme: Tommy Merlyn

Tommy Merlyn is so amazing and i am sure that i will say this a lot more times – so sorry for that. Tommy started as the best friend of Oliver Queen. The party boy, that wants to bring him back to life. He was funny, smart and always there for his friend. Than we see him fall in love with Laurel. He is starting to change. The sad thing is that he thinks so low of himself and he is such a good person and the only person how is really showing him that is Laurel. I wanted Oliver and Laurel together but Tommy made me rule for him. He totally won my heart over. He was a brother to Thea when Oliver was away and i think he still is a better brother for her than Oliver.
Tommy never did anything serious like work. He lived on the money of his father. But his father is taking that away from him. So he stands there with out the money without everything that he definied himself. We see him not only grow in the emotional side but also see him take a job.
When the parents of a child get killed , Laurel take the kid to them and we see a new, amazing side of Tommy. He makes an amazing father. The way he talks to him and protects him. I wish he could have that.

Father and son

Tommy didn’t have a nice childhood. He is rich and spoiled in things like many. But in many other things he isn’t. He lost his mother and his father left him after that. All family he ever had was Olivers. That is why it hurts Tommy so much that he didn’t told him the truth. For Tommy the truth is important. He had problems when Laurel lied to him about be in contact with the Arrow and Olivers lies is so much bigger than this.
Tommy was so much better than his father. His father got crazy because of the loss of his wife. But Tommy grow up to an amazing guy. That loves and trusts with all his heart. He gave everything to his family. He always there for Thea and Oliver. He always was there for Laurel. Everything that meant something to him was their safety.
When he discover the truth about his father, his world broke down. Malcolm was disapoint of Tommy because he could use trigger, but he should have. Because Tommy was better and stronger than that.

How friendships break

Tommy was over joined when he had his best friend back. He is one of the few people, who accepted Oliver just like he is when he cames back. He missed his best friends so much and he felt so guilty for being with Laurel, but loved her to much to give her up bcause of it. The reason Tommy is so pissed at Olli is not because he became a murderer. When Tommys father got shot, Oliver tries to help, but Tommy wouldn’t trust the Arrow. But he always trusted Oliver that is why he tells him. When the met later. Tommy have just one question – just one. Would he ever told him about it? The answer to that question is no. That is why Tommy is so pissed and hurt. Oliver is his family, he trusts him with his life but Olli don’t. Tommy sees that Oliver never trust him, that would be never important enough to get to know this secret. That is the reason he is so hurt.
Because even when he tells Olliver that he is a murderer and he would believe a word he says. He still protect his identity. We see Laurel and Tommy break on this secret and coming back together.
We see Tommy being there for Oliver when his girlfriend get shot. It is nearly like they are going back to they were but than Tommy get acussed to sale drugs and Oliver believed that it could be possible. But Tommy just made sure that Lance doesn’t found out that Oliver is the Arrow. He is protecting Oliver like he always do. But now the relationship is broken again and even worse than before.
The sad thing is that he is so afraid of losing Laurel. That he will push her away because she would choose Oliver. It is so sad because she wanted to go the next step and he lose it because he thinks that he can not compiet against Oliver.

My girl

Felicity is definitly my girl or to be correct woman. She is amazing and don’t fall for Olivers pullshit, but helps him anyway. She is an amazing person that acts after her guts. She know that Oliver is lying to her, but she feels like she can trust him and that is what she does from the first moment on and it seems like she will forever. The trust she as in her for him is so strong and sometimes not clear why. She always safe the day. She the heart of the operation. Without her everything would go through hell.

Overlooked

Thea is so overlooked in this season. She is so strong and broken and i just want her to be happy. She lost her brother and her father, she dealt with it. Totally not in the healthest way, but she dealt with it. You throw shit at her and she always stands up again. Walter was one of the person that gave her ground to stand on. He was a really good father to her. But they take him from her. She wants to worry about him but she needs to be the strong one. Her world brokes so many times and it never stopped. Over and over again everyone is lying to her. But everytime she brokes down she is standing up and everytime she is a little stronger. But also getting instable. She built herself from the shards but the cracks are still there.

The second favorite theme: Roy Harper

Roy Harper is a little thief that steal a handbag from Thea and that changed is life for ever. Because you can’t cut Thea loose. Roy is someone that deep down a really good guy. He just gave himself up and believe he that he is worthless. When the Arrow is saving him, he search for a way to change, for a propess. Also for the first time he has somone who really cares for him. But he is also so afraid to lose people that he push them away. Because sometime he will lose them. Better now than later.

The help

Diggle is in it for saving Oliver. He sees through him. He is the one that understands what is going on in him to a point. He grounds him. But even Diggle can always put up with Olivers selfish way. The way he always choose Laurel over everything.

Moira

Moira is something. She is so deep into this mess that you have to feel with her and she loves her family. But she makes so many mistakes. That sometimes you just stop caring and begin hating her a little bit. But than you still understand her. She loves in such destroying way…

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May 25

HIMYM: The end

Hey Guys,

managed do look the last season of ‘How I met your mother’ or like i read somewhere ‘How I get the children I couldn’t have with Robin’. I hope this will be a short article because, if not i started to rent…
I love the serie so much. This group of friends that always find their way back together. I didn’t had that. My group fall apart, but was left of it are strong an amazing friendships, but never ever a group again.
This serie is some kind of hope that something remain what changes.

We started the journay with them when they didn’t know what they wanted from life. We see them struggle and growing, falling apart and standing up again. They made us believe in friendship and love. Every character had such great developement and the only thing i never liked about the serie was Robin and Ted. They always come together and than break up again and again … and again.

Barney

Of course my favorite character was Barney. We saw him grow into a man who could let a woman take down his wall. Everyone that tells my that Barney is that womanizer, who doesn’t believe in love and marriage and can only be changed by a child. Didn’t really seen that serie. He always believed in love. He was so much in love with that one girl that left him for a womanizer, because he was cool enough, not chick enough, not sexy enough. Everything he became after was showing everyone that he is. That he can have everyone.
He doesn’t stop believing in love and it isn’t his brother that made him believe in love and marriage. It was always Lily and Marshal. When Lily left Marshal, he was it that follows her and help her trough it. He made sure she came back. He always tries to protect that marriage and their wishes. That is why he dressed up as his double ganger so they tries to become a child.
All that womanizer stuff was just to protect himself from falling in love again and getting hurt. But with Robin it was different, because she become his best friend first and he slowly falls in love with her and than they let each other go. But he never stopped loving her. He just needed time to understand that he can’t forget her or ignore his feelings.
Barneys final playbook side was the biggest step in Barneys developement. In this last season we only have that wedding. Showing us how much Barney love her and she him. It shows us why they are so perfect together not because they are such a perfect pair like Marshal and Lily. But they understand each other, the see problems and try to work them out. Barney never wanted to change like Ted. He feels safe with Robin. Barney is guy how has no problem of being protect by a woman, not like Ted. There are so many things. The whole season we see the reason why Ted and Robin never worked out and why Barney and Robin could.

Smash everything – we don’t care

Than they take everything and smash it in one little episode. Barney and Robin get divorse after one season of watching their wedding – are you kidding me. Ted met his wife get kids and she dies (that part is tragic and i am a fan of that). The mother was sweet and amazing but it fits that this is the end of their story.
But after seeing so much of their lifes we get that glimpses of their friendship falling apart. Don’t get me wrong i think the scene with Barney and his child are one of the best and sweetest scenes in that season or serie.
But the worst part is still to come. Ted gets back together with Robin… really just to break up again? Because it never worked out and it will now not work out. Also i know i would never talk to my father again for at least a year. This end is throwing dirt over the love of him and his wife. I do think that Ted can go out and find a new love. That is okay. Life goes on and you need to move forward. But he can’t not tell his children that he always loved that one woman and because he couldn’t have her, he choose to be with their mom. Because that is what this story is about… i hate it. This end ruint everything.

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May 4

Full House: Season 1

Hey Guys,

who was you first crush on TV? This is a really easy question for me. There was always only one guy: Jesse. Jesse from Full House was the best. I loved him and to be true i still love him. I bought the first season and i think this is one of the best decisions i made. The serie is so much fun and full of love.

The funny side

It is the combination of the characters. You have the adult guy that make rational decisions, has a good job and works hard. Than there is the musician. He wants to make music and become someone. Because he isn’t yet he works for his father and kills bugs. Than there is the comedien how just did nothing else.
We see in the first season these three grow into their role as parents. This three kids have now three fathers and they all love them like it. The friendsip that develope between Joey and Jesse is on of the funniest things in the show. The funniest is totally Steffany the middle daugther. She always hits the nail with her sentence. DJ is the oldest and Michelle the youngest. The face of Michelle is so amazing.

The tragic side

Most of the comidie as a more serious layer beneatht the funny things. But Full House is … this is full of hurt and fun and how life really is. This sometimes so releastic that it breaks your heart. We see this three girls losing their mother and their whole life is changing around them. For me this is not a sitcom. It is life. We see this family grow and becoming bigger. This is a part of a life and even there are hard hits, we see them having a good life.

Old school

Do you know the feeling of watching an old movie you really liked and after that you are like, why did i ever liked it? I had that feeling every often, not so much on movies but a lot on stories. So i still buy all that old stuff but sometimes i am afraid that it is just not as good as i remember it. But the second the intro starts on Full House i knew that this serie isn’t one of them. It got me from the first moment and never let go. This serie lost nothing of his apeal, of his magic. Everything is still there.

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April 28

Orphan Black: Season 2

Hey Guys,
so here it is my opinion about season 2 of Orphan Black.

Sarah, Sarah, Sarah

I get it. She is a mother and had to thing about her child first. But in the first part of the season she gets on my nerve with her runing and letting them all down. Yeah, she goes back and everything, but yeah… the first part is runing and runing again… like she always did. The second part i like her more. She is getting shit done again, and beginns to built a relationship to Helena, what is totally sweet. Also we see her see Allison and Cassima as her family. This is really lovely to see, how the acted as family.

Helena getting more screen time

This is totally good. Helena has a good storyline and can grow in that season. She mostly doesn’t look very intellegent, but she is. She understands many things but she things about them like a child. She is in a way just a big child. That is why i forget that she murdered so many people. She can be so sweet and i love how fast she open up her heart to all the others. Also i really hate, that Mrs S had traded her.

Cassima can’t die

I love her. It seems like Sarah and Cassima always forget Allison problems. But i forgive Cassima, because she is ill and trying not only to save herself. She is trying to save the others too when the will get ill. We see her condition getting worse and a few times in the season i that was it… her relationship between Delphine gets complicated everytime. Is Delphine really going?

The lonley Allison

This season i am with Allison. Everyone seems to forget her besides Felix. She ‘killed’ her best friend, which she thought was he monitor. Just to find out that she wasn’t. That her husband is the one. She is on the edge again and everyone has their own problems. Even Felix let her alone, when she needed him most. At the end Felix is there for her and that is the reason i love him so much – he is the caretaker.
In the end it looks like Allison can safe her marriage and that would be something really good for her.

The others

I don’t trust anyone in that season. I don’t know on which side Mrs S is but i know she knows more than she tells. Paul is a big questionmark, but i still like him much more than Cal. This Cal doesn’t really seems cosher to me. They are all so shady. The could be on everyside… this serie will be the death of me… trust nobody.

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April 23

AoS: Season 1 – Leo Fitz

Hey Guys,

i thought a long time if i should write about Leo Fitz and Jemma Simmons together or if i will do this seperate. Fitz is after Grant Ward (Grant Ward – Season 1) my favorite person. But this is not the reason i decided to do this seperate, it is the storyline they get in the second season. So here i go again and warning for spoilers for the second season. Because i know what happend and this will flow in my thoughts about him. So yeah big spoilers.

Fitzsimmons

This is the biggest thing in his life. Jemma is like his sun. Everything in his life is about her. He works with her, he trust her like nobody else. She is his best friend, his soulmate. They are so close, there isn’t much room for anything else. Nobody really thinks about them seperate. For them they are a unity. You can’t seperate them. This friendship is something really really special. I love to see the way the trust each other, how they work together, how the knows what the other is thinking. This conection is so deep.
So how could it break so easly in season 2? It started when Fitz realize that he love Jemma. He never thought about it. She was just always with him and his best friend. He even tried to land by Skye. But when he is about to lose her. He realize that she is the one. This changes things. In little things we can see. They way Fitz is looking at her now. The way he lies to make her smile. After this point his life is more about Jemma than ever. He is trying to get closer and she is going and open to other people.They both moving in different directions.

The need to prove himself

Fitz is a genius and he knows it. He know what he can do and he knows what he can’t do. He is no Grant Ward, or Mike Peterson or Trip. He can do what he wants, but he never will be like them. This is a good thing, but he sees Jemma looking at these people and he needs to prove that he is worthy her attention. She never compare them, because she know he is worthy, that he is strong and brave. But he compares himself and that is why he tries to prove himself over and over again. After the mission with Ward it becomes better. Than Trip joins them and he needs to show that he knows much more than Trip. He don’t really believe in himself. He never needed to, because Jemma was.

Ward

Ward is a really important part for Fitz. From the begining he is searching the contact to Ward. But they never conected with each other before the mission. The built trust between each other. The are becoming friends. This is important for Fitz. The respect of Ward is really important for him and his way to see himself. When the found out that Ward is working for Garrett, Fitz is the one that is breaking down. He refuses to believe it. Because this is his friend. Because Ward is important to him. Skye says that he is a hero because he still wanted to believe in him after everything. Fitz is a hero, but not because he choose to believe in Ward. He was just realistic. Of course there is a reason. Of course there is more. Of course nobody is born evil. Believing that doesn’t make him a hero. Sacrifies is life for Jemma this makes him a hero, to refuse to give up.

Fitz has to be strong in the next season. He has to deal with what Ward did to him. How can live with what happend and all that without Jemma. Without someone believing in him.

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April 10

Psych: Season 7

Hey Guys,
the seventh season of Psych is in my collection and it starts more serious than usual. Because the last season ended with an old friend who shot at Shawns father. Of course the handle it with the usal humor. Shawn handles everything with more aggressivty than usal. He can’t let it go. But here we see a problem with the relationship between Jules and Shawn. He can’t talk about it with her. She is worrying and he is lying.

Jules and Shawn

This season is about the relationship of Jules and Shawn. Shawn is ready to make another step in this relationship and is moving in with Jules. This is important. But the problems i was talking about are still there. Shawn is never really good with the truth. He finds storys and things… Jules had so many people she trusted and couldn’t really trust. This thing is a big thing. When she found out that Shawn isn’t a deviner. She is hurt and angry. Shawns world is breaking down. He lost her, because he couldn’t just be a cop. Because he is who he is.

Trust

This is a big thing in Jules and Shawns relationship. I think they handled the break up pretty well. You don’t think that it is stupid or overplayed. You feel with them. You understand Shawn and you understand Jules and it is sad that you see them breaking apart. Also the getting back together is not to fast and also too slow. They encounter in more episodes the theme trust and what it means to them.
So through this break up the best episode his the first after the break. Where we see two ways of how the story could go and how Shawn is broken by it.

Last Episode

The last episode of the season hadn’t the feeling of being the last episode. It was a case like always. It was nothing special. But it make things a little difficult for the next season. Chief Vic is suspend and the guy who did it, will take her place. Also he don’t like them very much and tells Shawn that he will not employ deviner and that Lassy is not longer the leading detectiv. Also McNate gets fired.

Musical- Episode

The Musical Episode is fun. But i don’t like that it is put there at the end. Because for the story it had to be before the season or at least in the season before Marley is out and Shawn and Jules break up. This is maybe a little petty but for me it disturb the flow of the season.

So nothing left to tell and i will just wait for season 8 (sadly the final season).

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April 5

Supernatural: Season 8

Hey Guys,

this will be a really short article about Supernatural Season 8. I am used to love Supernatural. But i am one of that fans that is really into season 1. This was definitly the best and than came season two and it was really good. Just not so good as before and so it goes on every season it became a little less amazing. Don’t get me wrong i love Castiel and i know that he first appear in season 4. The first five seasons were good. But after that… everything goes down really fast. The lowest point so far was season 7. Season 8 is better but not really good. I hate how i just watch this show because i love Dean so much and i want to see where his journey will end. This is the only reason that keeps him watching.

Here we go again

Dean was in hell and know he is in purgatory. It is nothing new. Sam is not searching for Dean and get himself a life. Nothing knew either. Am i disapointed in Sam? Yes, but not because of Dean. It is because he gave Kevin up. Kevin this little boy now in the hands of Crowley, but Sammy goes and lives his life. Sorry, disapointment. The start of the season is so bad and boring. All that flashbacks are so tiring. I hate them.
Maybe the last season is to long gone, but when started the Winchester to be that cruel and discriminatory. I know it happend somewhere on that way but where? Because they learnt that the world is not black and white but here we go again.

Dean without Castiel

Dean is such an asshole when he is back again. He is ready to sacrifice everyone and everything. There is not much of our Dean left. Only in the relationship to Benny we see a little bit of him. But when Cas is back it is like he brings a part of Dean with him and Dean is a little more Dean again. This is acctually one of the only good things in that season.

Kevin Tran

I love that little guy. But the way everyone is treating him is really bad. I want to shoot Dean and Sam when they are with him. This little boy lost so much. His whole life is ending and nobody is interessted in him. Everything they want is to know what is written on that plate… Kevin Tran is an angel – not a supernatural angel – he is on of the good guys. We see him going crazy, but he never break. He always fight back and never gave up.

The man of letters

That is the most idiotic part of the whole season. But after we saw John Winchesters father, we know where he got all his bad treats… They say that the head and muscle teamed up and Dean and Sam are the result. But John is the head? No he defintily is not the head. Mary was the one of them who you can call that. So John is the muscle… no… this is also Mary… so yeah… i will nothing more to that.

Castiel again and the rules

Here we go again with the way story as always. Castiel want to save everyone, he wants to make his mistakes right and make everything worse because he let himself be manipulated from everyone. Why don’t you give us something new?
Also and that is the worst part you have the feeling that they forget their rules. Dean and Sam can’t just be possessed. They are invisible for Demons and Angels… that is one of the first thing Castiel did to them when the revolt against the heaven. There are little things like that they seem to forget… and that is really sad.
Also they do it alot in this season that they tell you that Dean and Sam met this guy on their journey and you look at them and thing about what episode that was and than you google it because you just can’t remember just to read that you don’t know them. The met enough people you could bring back, don’t do it like that…

The real sad thing is that i will watch also the next season just because of Dean.

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March 30

AoS: Season 1 – Grant Ward

Hey Guys,
i started rewatch the serie and i want to talk about it. But i will do this different i will talk about the characters. So this will have spoilers for season 2! Because i rewatched with this knowledge and it just intinseve my opinion. So let’s start with my favorite person – Agent Ward.

The traitor behind the mask

I find it really hard to see the traitor in him in the early episodes. But i think it shows us more about the real Grant Ward. I kinda understand why Ward is so obsessed with Skye. He cames to that team with a mission to infiltrat them. He knows with who he is dealing. He as background on Fitzsimmons and May. He knows Coulson. You see how he can take them on distance. He can deal with them. He don’t understand them, but they don’t surprise him. Skye is the only wild card in that play. He doesn’t know her and doesn’t know which place she will have in the time. She surprises him. The way he looks at her sometimes. She see things different from him and she teaches him to see things from another perspective.

I think he really like the thought of teaching someone something. He likes to be a S.O. But he can’t get to Skye. Coulson tells him to be a person. The problem is he can’t open up. He can’t let them near him. Of course he is a profi and can tell a good story. But he doesn’t tell a story. No, he goes with the truth. He decided to tell Skye the real reason behind his life choices. This is really important. He is the person he is now because he had that brother. The reason he followed Garett was his brother. So it is really important that he told the truth about his defining moment.

This whole thing showed him, how you can handle problems on another way. It showed how good people can be and I think that this is also a part of why he decided to stay with Garetts, because deep down he don’t sees himself as a good person. He believes that he even after his betravel have a place in the team, but not because he thinks he is a good guy. It is because he sees the others as the good guys, as the ones that give second chance.

The glimps of history

We see Wards memories of the day he first felt hate. First you thought that it is Ward down there in that well, but it is his younger brother. We see a real glimps of what ward and his brother had to go through. The big brother turtored both of them in a different way. He played them, he abused them.

The most important thing is that we see here the real Ward. This hate for his brother and himself. This is him. Ward has closed this deep in him and never touched again. This memory take him by surprise, that he couldn’t control himself like he wanted to. This is Ward struggling to find himself again. He tries to do this the only way he knows with fighting, with punching thinks.

That of something real

We see him interact with the women in the team. With May, with Skye and with Simmons, but when we see him with Fitz we see him mocking Fitz or not understanding him. I think he didn’t take him serious. He saw in Fitz just a scientist with out a field clearence. A guy not made for field work. Also i think fitz got on his nerve. But when they had that suicide mission. He saws a different side of Fitz and he want to believe that what started on that mission between Fitz and Ward were real. Fitz earned his respect.

When Raina ask him, how he could cross them, how he could earn her trust. He is talking about giving Coulson someone to save, earning Simmons truth be saving her and getting personal with May. But he never said a word about Fitz and for me this is saying something about the relationship between them. I don’t want to say that the other three weren’t important for him in a way. But he never forget his goal. But with Fitz i think it was different. Skye is a different thing, she faszinated him and Fitz – i think the friendship with Fitz took him be surprise.

Brain washed

We know what his brother did to him. What his family did to him. We know that he burnt the house down and that his family is trying to get him behind bars. He has nothing left. He sees himself as weak because he believed his family. He wants to be strong. That is the biggest wish in him. Then Garrett comes and promise him to make him strong, to help him. Of course he has to do it. What Garrett does after that is manipulating him. He makes himself the older brother without Ward realizing it. Garrett is becoming a father he have had. He tells him that he is proud, that he can be strong, that he believes in him, he calls him son. This is all he wanted. Love… and he loves Garrett. But Garrett also teached him that feelings are weakness and weak is something he never can be.
What he do he didn’t out of his free will. He did it because Garrett made him do it.

The others

He is not Hydra. He is not a Nazi. This is clearly said in the season. He wants Garrett to get out, after the had saved his life. He never believed anything of it. He just follows Garrett – his father. He is a little kid, searching for strenght and love. He is struggling with what Garrett made him do. But after everything they did to him, can’t do anything for himself. He needs orders…that is the only thing he can do. Coulson tells him to think about what he is without Garrett, the answer is nothing… Garretts was his whole life and Coulson knows that…
Skye is telling him that he is weak and disgusting but forgives Mike everything. The only person that ever tried to understand him was Fitz. Another reason why this relationship is so important.

Stand with Grant Ward. Don’t give up on him. He just needs someone, who teach him, how love works and what real strenght is. He survived his family, deep down he has a good soul, deep done he have real strenght… he just needs to find it.

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March 11

SJA: Mona Lisa’s Revenge

Hey Guys,
for my luck Luke is back in the serie of the next two episodes of Sarah Jane.

Luke and Clyde

Luke decided to put Clydes work to a competetion and Clyde won. So they can go visited the Mona Lisa and Clyde is really excited about it – not that i understand it. But again we see that Clyde was a lonely kid. A kid that is afraid of being himself. But know he thinks that maybe he can be himself, maybe he can make his art.
Luke has problems with Sarah Jane. He don’t told her about Clydes first place in the competition and when Rani wants to investigate he wants to do it without Sarah Jane.
Luke found a way to destroy them and Luke and Cyde trust each other.

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