March 24

Doctor Slump

Doctor Slump is a TV-Series from South Korea. It is a series about hitting rock bottom and healing. Actually this is right now my favourite TV show. It made me fall in love with it and makes my smile and cry and sometimes at the same time. So why is it so special.

Hit rock bottom


The story is about two young people. Ha Neul and Yeo Jeong Woo both has very different backgrounds but are very similar in certain aspects. Both were the number one student in their schools and when Ha Neul moved and got in the same school they fought about the place at the top.
After graduation both studied medicine. Yeo Jeong Woo became a very popular plastic surgeon. Ha Neul works at the hospital as an anaesthesiologist. Both of them hit rock bottom around the same time. When a patient of Yeo Jeong Woo dies and he finds himself in a trail about he causing her death.
She on the other hand is used by other colleges for her work and when she has a near death experience she finds out that she has depression and leaves the hospital.
Both are in the worst place and than they meet again and find a helping hand in each other.

Yeo Jeong Woo


The characters are actually the best in this series. Yeo Jeong Woo is a sweet guy. He is very popular without the need of doing something. A talented man, who seemed like things came easy to him. But how often it is not like it seemed. He had to work too. He worked hard for his parents. Parents who don’t really care about him. Actually even when he has a lot of people around him he is actually really lonely and the saddest thing is that he doesn’t have any real friends.
He can be childish but is actually really caring. Sometimes he seems like an arrogant prick but he actually always things first about others.

Ha neul


She is a character that I would dislike in a lot of series. She is a really sweet person, who worked her whole life really really hard. Instead of having fun she learns. She seems like a very lonely girl. But she has a mom, an uncle and a brother who are proud and loving her. Also she has a very good friend. She got used by people and she never stands up for herself. The thing with her is she that she can’t stand up for herself or accept help from other but she stands up for others and tries to help them. She is ready to do everything to help and make others feel better. But she is not ready to accept the same. This is why in every other series I would be so annoyed by her and her choices. But not here. I love her so much.

What we see inside


Every episode starts with one character talking about his feelings. One episode it is Ha neul, the other is Yeo Jeong Woo, the other it is her brother. It is always someone most of the time it is Ha neul or Yeo Jeong Woo or both of them. What we got is a voice over with their thoughts. I know some people don’t like voice overs (like Alan form Cinema Therapy). But I think it is actually the reason this series works so well. The actors show us how they feel for each other, you can see their pain or fear or love. But since this is about the feelings that you hide deep in yourself and they don’t want to show them to others. The voices tell us what it is that they are not showing. It explains to us why they feel guilty, why they feel sad. Because of this we don’t see the story from one perspective. We see it from both of them. It is never just one side we see and understand.

Make me smile


Another reason the series works so good are obviously the actors. They have an amazing chemistry. They are so sweet and open to each other. The way they start open up to each other. Becoming each others support. Seeing them having fun together and healing is so good to see. I could watch a whole episode just these two having fun together. They don’t do anything special. They go to the arcades, karaoke or shopping. But they have so much fun with it and love for each other. When I see them being sweet together I just have to smile. It makes me feel so much better.

Find our people


This series never disappointed me. I loved everything. They message that the important thing is to trying and wanting to get better. Life will never be perfect or always happy. There will be good times and bad times. I think we appreciate the good times more because of the bad times. Just find the people who will stand with you no matter what.
Let people that don’t want to stay go. Some relationships can’t be repaired others are worth forgiving. We all do mistakes and I thing the important part is how we deal with them.
I never experienced something so bad like these two. My journey would be the closed to Ba-da. It was hard to find a job. Something to do. I often felt like a failure that nobody is proud of me and sometimes I still feel this way. Because people tend to want the best for us and for many people that means always getting better jobs, making more money. They don’t mean harm. But there is pressure to always get better, pressure that what you are doing now is not enough. It is so important to know that it is enough. We are enough in our own terms and that people might make things worse because they don’t know better, because we don’t tell them or they just don’t know how to help.
This series is all that for me. It tells me that I am enough that no matter what I find for myself i am enough. It is okay to don’t succeed at everything, it is okay when we lose one chance we will get the next one. Everyone has there one thoughts and problems. We all are just trying our best.

March 21

Torchwood: Dead Man’s Switch

Hey Guys,
welcome to Big Finish Torchwood‘s 33 adventure Dead Man’s Switch. It is an adventure that brings as Bilis Manger back. Bilis Manger is always a fun character because you never know what to make out of him. I am never sure were to put his adventures in the timeline. Since he can time travel.. it is hard for me to put him in the timeline. But this is taking place at the time his at war with the Committee.

The three passengers
In this story we are following Bilis Manger and three other that meet on a train. The train itself is a mystery. All three want to travel somewhere else and nobody can remember to board the train. To get to the ground of the situation all three are telling what the last thing is they remember. So we have three different stories. Actually I really don’t say much about the three short stories because it would take away from the story. But all three are built like horror stories.

The unsympathetic characters
From these three people only one is sympathetic and Bilis Manger is a story for himself. But even with disliking all characters I like the story. Because you never know what he will do or is he good or bad or is he really neutral. What does he want. Why is he fighting the Committee? These whole character is for me a question mark. But that is what makes it so interesting. He is not like my questionable favourite character like Norton which you just have to love. I am actually very neutral on Bilis but I still like to put the different pieces of his character into whole picture.

March 17

Me

Hey Guys,
the last few years were tiring. I know that I never were someone how could do this on a regular basis. There were always bigger gaps before I restart again. But the last years I just stopped. Not just here but on tumblr as well. The only thing I kinda got was Instagram. I just didn’t know what to write and what to do with myself.

I started a lot of stuff and stopped a lot of stuff. I was restless and wanted to do something, write something, draw something, create something but I was to tired to actually do anything. But I was always looking forward to my travels and I always wanted to write about them. I know most likely nobody really cares about this blog. I don’t have much followers or even conversations. But still I want to put something out here.

This time I want to do it differently. I started rewatching Doctor Who and started reading again. I fall in love again with the Big Finish Torchwood series. I just want to talk about the things that I love and yes that are TV-shows, books, radio plays and travels. So I will just start doing it and hopefully this time I find my own passing.

See you soon

March 14

Torchwood: Smashed

Hey Guys,
welcome to the 6th adventure of the 5th season of Big Finish Torchwood ‘Smashed’ with Gwen Cooper. Gwen is working on her own in this adventure because it plays after the 4th season of Torchwood. It is the time when she is trying to make Torchwood work again. Gwen is and never will be my favourite character. But Big Finish is making some good stories about her and I like her sentiment in this period of adventures. I really love the thought that she is trying to keep alive. That someone is there not giving up and keeps one fighting.

Drink to survive

Gwen is hired to have an investigation about the situation in a small town. Where a lot of sink holes are appearing and things like monsters… The ground rule is simple. You drink something like water and whatever it is that is in that water is taking over your body. You can stay in control when you drink alcohol. Does it sound logic? Nope! Does it work? Yes. Gwen is a character that is in control of herself. She never really let loose. Even when she is adventures and runs into danger. She still always goes the safe way. I mean for example she wants Jack but instead for going with it she marries Rhys. Because he is safe. I actually think that she is more logic driven than Tosh. Tosh is the one that makes emotional decisions. But Gwen is always thinking… she does the logical thing. So here she is losing control and to keep it she has to be drunk and give up some of that control. What actually makes this interesting.

Hard to understand

Here we go again with the curse of Big Finish adventures. They are so good and go so much with the idea they have that some time the stories are annoying or hard to listen too. This adventure has a lot of slurred talk because they are drunk. Maybe it is easier for native speakers to understand it, but I have some of the time a really hard time to understand what they are saying. It is nothing I can hear when I do something else. I have to sit down and really just listing to this.

Interesting story

I really like the idea behind it. Even more with a person like Gwen. I know that my way of viewing Gwen is more negative than positive and maybe a lot will think that I have a wrong picture of her. But for me she is this person and because of that this story is so fascinating. It will not be my favourite but I really liked it.