October 24

DW: Arrangement of War

Hey guys,
Here we go with he 57 advenure of big finish main range.It takes place somewhere between the stories ‘Rain of Terror’ and ‘Ticker than water’. I actually would say that this takes place for the sixth Doctor after Peri and before Mel. He travels with Evelyn a character big finish created.

Evelyn

Evelyn is a companion i would love to see in the tv serie. She is an old professor of history and apears the first time in the big finish main range adventure “The Marian Conspiracy”. The relationship between her and the doctor seems complicated. I read a summery of her story. I understand it like someone tried to remove her family from existince. In order to save her the doctor tried to eliminated the influence and she somehow created a paradox.
But she starts traveling because she wanted to learn more and see the history with her own eyes. Important to know is that before this story the Doctor could save a girl and that is something Evelyn is carring with her.

We are not getting involved

The doctor promiswd evelyn that this time everything will turn out okay without their help. Evelyn need time without saving tje World, without the doctor. Of course it is impossible for the doctor to keep that promise. It started so small. He just gave a man an adivise.
But these advise can lead to war and invasion. So the doctor starts a dangerous play which of course goes wrong.

What this is really about

This story is about relationships. How do you make a relationship work? Can we change? Should we change? With what decisions can we live with and with one we doesn’t. Can we give up our love, because it would better for the country? Can we acctually live with that consequences? What is more important love or the country and how can you make that choice.
Evelyn is struggeling with how the Doctor handles things, who he let not show how it hurts him. She is not sure she can live with the consequences anymore. She can’t change him and she can’t change herself. She realize that they have to find a way to live with each other.
We also see the Doctor break down and this is one of the saddest thing that happend. The way the love story ends. The way the Doctor reacts to tragic events, how Evelyn get how the Doctor works and what he needs. They learn to understand each other better. This story is just the life.

October 22

AoS: S03x04

Hey Guys,

here we go with the new Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. episode. There was good Ward action so i actually liked the episode. So will first addresse the elefant in the room? Okay lets start again with Ward.

Meet the Director

For me it is fun to see how many things he got from S.H.I.E.L.D. He calls himself the director and so are a few things still their. Also i think that i like the relationship that is developeming between Kebo and Ward. He needs someone on his side he can trust… even when he goes down that way. I still want him to be happy… i will always stay with Grant Ward. But that is not the theme here. So Hunter is meeting the director. Some people thought that it was to early but i am happy that it didn’t take longer. Because Hunters storyline was boring and he and May still don’t have chemiestry.
Ward played his joker with Andrew in danger really early but this makes me hope that the storyline become alot better.

Right decision?

Hunter make the decision to go after Ward even when it could end in Andrews death. Here we go again. Is it the right decision or the worng decision. One life against many. We all know May would have done the same when she was in his place. This is what S.H.I.E.L.D. is about. Make big decision were no one is really right.
Hunter made the decision which was right for him and that is what we should accept.

Work together

Coulson is still working with ATCU. I still don’t understand why he is doing it but okay… Of course everyone of them has secrets. So they never really can work together. But Skye/Daisy is not happy with that allience. Mac seems also not like a big fan of that.
The found out how Lush is finding all the Inhumans and that he is actually not always a monster. That he still has a human shape. What is really suspicious is that Skye survived again. He seems never go against Skye.
This is something that speaks for Andrew as Lush. But i don’t think that he is Lush. I hope he isn’t.

I don’t have big hopes for the next episode. I hope we will see more than what happend to jemma…

October 22

Torchwood: Fall to Earth

Oh my god guys,

this new story ‘Fall to earth’ of the big finish Torchwood serie is amazing and our lovly Ianto Jones is back. My life is back to perfect. That Torchwood and Ianto is back and i waited for it since the moment he…
The last time i thought about were the stories are taking place. Now we know that Tosh and Owen are also still there. From what Ianto tells it has to be somewhere in season one after Lisa.

Ianto on his own

Like Jack told them in the first adventure, he left to actually go after the conspiracy. The others are left to do the normal Torchwood stuff and Ianto is alone trying to find something important for the Conspiracy. Of course everything goes wrong. Why did he do it? Because he wanted to be accepted by the other what is one indicator for season one. Also he kinda want Jack back – even when it is not really told in this story. But when his phone ring he assoumend/ hoped that it would be Jack.
So he is on Board on a spaceship with all the other passngers died and something is really wrong with the ship. Ianto is trying to get the ship back undercontroll, but of course he has no idea how to do it.

Lucky accidents

Just right on time Ianto got a call from the call center. The woman Zeyneb wants to buy him insurance. Ianto get her to help him. Together they face a lot of trouble on the way. They have an amazing chemistry. She and Ianto have alot in common. So just the two of them works really well. It is much fun to actually listen to them. I want so much more of Ianto Jones right now.

I don’t want to say more, just listen to it.

October 19

DW: S09x05

Hey Guys,
here we go about the latest episode of Doctor Who. It was not bad but not really good. This season totally don’t get me at all. It is sad but i think i really need a big change… a real change.
But let’s talk about this episode.

Ripples in the water

Most of the incarnations of the Doctor believe that History needs to stay in tact. That you can’t just go and change things easly. So the Doctor just tries to stay out of it, but not Clara. Clara was in this episode really stupid, why does she let the girl use the sonic sunglass? If she hadn’t done that maybe nothing would have been happend. But she did and the girl is just declarying war on the Aliens.

Remember who you are

So we got why he choose this face. This was so good to see and made my very emotional. Donna wanting the Doctor to save someone and i loved it how it is again Donna who in away safes the Doctor here. But the way he is dialing with the matter from that point isn’t what Donna was saying. Donna doesn’t wanted him to change Pompeiji fate. She wanted him to save someone. He saved the whole village and just the one girl died. It was sad but this should have ended there. Because the Doctor should know better. He knows how immortality feels like. He knows what it did to Jack and to himself but he is doing it to her with asking her. He didn’t save her, he damend her forever.

Immortality is everyone else dying

When the Doctor is talking about it with Clara is beneath the Donna moment one of the best. I really hope that this will be the theme in the next episode and it just don’t forgotten. Clara on the other hand is more and more becoming like the Doctor. Bringing people in danger, try to be everytime the hero. Will Clara find a bad end?

October 17

TW: Season 1

Hey Guys,
after this season of Teen Wolf i needed to rewatch it so deeply. I learnt to love all this characters. When i started i couldn’t stand Scott and Allison and now i love them. So i thought when i rewatch it i would love them now too, like i did with Lydia, but it didn’t happen. I still want to hit Scott the whole time and every scene with them toegether got still on my nerves. But I see the character developement that started here. I wanted to write about the season but when i look at the notes i took, than this will be a massive Jackson and Derek article. I love them so much. I am overflowing with Jydia feelings, Stilinski feelings and Derek feelings… I don’t even understand how i could survive the season because… this broke my heart so many times… when i think what will still come… my poor little babies. I just want to protect them.
– I just saw how much i wrote and thing i have to make Overview:
1)The ‘epic’ love story (Allison and Scott)
2)Things you should think about (Derek) + the five following points
3)My beloved asshole (Jackson) + the seven following points
4)The Argents (Victoria, Chris and Kate)
5)You will play (Coach Finstock)
6)But we close the front door (Stiles) + the two following points

Where do we start? Let’s start with Allison and Scott. It is the thing i have to say less than to the others.

The ‘epic’ love story

I think i am to old for actually liking the love story and these characters. Scott is such a typical teenager… i can’t really understand him. He is form the first moment head over heals into Allison. I don’t think it is love in the first season. Really they now each other two weeks… okay their were three fullmoons… three month, but they are like i will die with each other. No you won’t. You will survive and the life will go on. And everything around them is so much more interessting. But here starts actually what will be their character developement that makes them to really interessting and lovly characters. Scott beginn to develope a hero complex and believe that he need to save everyone, but is totally judgy against Derek. He did a few things… but this will be part of the Derek theme.
Allison on the other hand starts to crave power, she wants to feel powerful, strong and doesn’t want to need help. She doesn’t understand yet that help is actually nothing bad or weak.

Why go out with a stalker?

Scott is not really a stalker… but really he gave her a pen without her even get her things out. Creepy and than he knows about the talk with Jackson and Lydia, and he wasn’t even close so he could have heart it… i would never ever said yes. I would find him creepy and i think she did too. So i really don’t understand why she said yes and i will never get it.

Things you should think about

The first time my heart hurts was when Derek first met Stiles and Scott. Because when he goes Stiles tells Scott that this was Derek Hale and that his family burnt in that house. Derek can hear him. I never thought about it before. But he actually can hear Stiles say that. This whole city is a reminder of everything he lost and he really lost everything here. He has no family left. He has nobody left.
Derek Hale is so broken and i don’t get why so many people hate on him. Because did you just for one second thought about his feelings? He fall in love with a girl, a girl that burnt his whole family alive. Derek is giving himself the fault for it. Laura the one that survived never get the real story out of him. He never spoke about what happend to him. He never spoke to anyone how Kate manipulated him so she could kill his family. She abused him and he never talk about it. He couldn’t because he was afraid of Laura hating him, afraid of losing her, maybe even afraid that Laura will forgive him. Because he needs to feel guilty. The emotion that keeps his wolf in check is anger. Anger about himself for falling for her. He can’t lose this guilt and every day of that six years the guilt cuts deeper into him.
When Derek found Laura in pieces, he broke again. And he has nobody. The only one he has and can talk to is a uncle that is in a coma. His life is a living hell at that point and than there are these stupid two teenager that makes is life even worse. Scott and Stiles accuse him of killing his own sister. But he is still helping Scott when ever he can. He makes sure that Allison is save. He saves Scott so many time from himself.
Derek is so much in need of holding everything together and close to him. He can’t let anyone see how it looks in him. That is one reason he is actually closing a door of the shell of a house to get the feeling of privacy. He can’t open up to Scott. Not just because Scott makes an idiot out of himself. Because if someone gets close, Derek can lose him.

Asking for help

I remember watching the serie with friends and someone ask why he doesn’t just ask for help. Why doesn’t he ask for help. Because he doesn’t believe in people anymore. He lost his fate in them. He doesn’t believe anyone would actually want to help him and to be honest. He needs to discuss with Scott before he is ready to help. Actually i think they wouldn’t helping him just for helping him. Scotts helping him because he actually needs him. This is so sad. Because in the end Derek is right. What that be happen in season 3 than Scott would had helped without a single thought, but right there he doesn’t care.
When ever Derek needs something he needs to discuss with Scott. So he tries to show Scott what the Argents do. He showed him Peter. He talks about what had happend to them and it pains him. You can see the pain in his eyes. Scott is actually saying ‘they had a reason’. I will never be over this. Being a werwolf is no reason and even if it were true and every werewolf were bad than this wouldn’t be a reason to burn people alive. In this house were 11 people. There can never be a legit reason to do this. If i were Derek i would actually hit him and let him alone deal with this.

We are brothers now

This hasn’t just a phrase. This is what Derek really feels. Scott is framing him for the murder of all that people and again Scott is an asshole. Because of course it matters even if he is dead. Laura was his sister. It matters alot. You don’t do that to people. You just don’t. But Derek is forgiving them and helping them again. Because he actually cares.
When he choose Peters side (we are talking about that later), he got the order to kill Jackson. You see him struggle. He doesn’t want to do it, but he was ready to do it. But when Scott came everything changed and nobody can tell me that he would have killed him. When he actually in a heartbeat protect him, is trying to save him and turning himself in to Kates arms – the person that tortures him with only her existince. She is breaking all the wounds open again. He did it for Scott. Because he cares. You see it also when Peter goes the first time after Scott. He wanted to stop Peter. You actually seeing him moving a little forward. Everything that Derek has left is revenge and protecting Scott. But Scott doesn’t want that protection.

His talks about people

He have this amazing talks. He is telling Jackson that nobody is caring about him. He is not completely right. Because there are to people really caring about Jackson but that is not the point. The point is that nobody cares about Derek. Derek says that nobody cares that he drive an expanisive car – like he did, has perfect hear – like he, and is captain of the lacross team… he is actually talking about himself. He is the one that has nobody that cares about him. He is the one that is lonley.
Than he talks about Allison and Scotts stupid teenager crush. This actaully him talking about himself. Because he wished someone had said this to him. Because he wished someone would have know about Kate and stopped him. He is screaming at himself for being so blind to fall for her. He sees himself in Scott an he just saw the repeat of the history (and in season 2 we see something that isn’t so much different form it).

Sterek

There isn’t much to say about it yet. Because they haven’t so much scenes together. But they are actually working together and i remember that so many people were angry about the way Derek treated Stiles. I know this was discussed many times so i actually just say that everyone that judge Derek on that should remember that he got abused by Kate and here is Stiles using Dereks body to get what he wants. Just saying…

Derek is the bad guy?!

Here is the part i will never ever understand. How can anyone think he is the bad guy? He chooses for a really short time to be on Peters side. Peter is his uncle. The only remaining family he has. He needs to believe that Peter didn’t killed Laura on purpose. Because Derek needs Peter. He needs someone how is there for him. He doesn’t have the strenght to go through all this alone. Scott and Stiles don’t care about him. Peter does or did. He needs his only remaining family. He wants to believe him, because if Peter is lying he lose everything again. He is again alone. Loneliness is nothing Derek can handle. But he never really did anything bad and after he has no choice but to realizing that Peter lied, he choose to help Scott. Yes he killed Peter but really you will hold that against him? He doesn’t kill Peter to became an alpha. He was never interessted in that. He wanted revenge for Laura – for is sisters. And just a side effect he doesn’t let a 16 year old boy kill someone… yeah you are right that is a really bad person…

My beloved asshole

The most important thing about me is, that yes Stiles is my favorite character and nobody should touch Derek. But the character i am the most protective of is Jackson asshole Whittemore. My little baby. What ever you say about him i will fight for him forever. I don’t know why, but if someone says something about him, i am like do you touch my little baby. I know that many people love and miss Jackson like i do. But there are also really many people that really dislike him. You can do this, but never ever says that there isn’t anything beneath the asshole wall. He is one of the best and deepest characters on the show. Lydia will be a little short in this article. I don’t dislike her. Actually Lydia is my favorite female character on the show. But she isn’t perfect and really that is what i love about her. She is an asshole, sometimes a little evil, manupulating, a fighter, a very strong human, that wants to help and save people, is emontional and lost way to much in her short life. She is amazing. But my Jackson is too. And i really hate that people always make him down for treated Lydia badly, when it is not true – not totally.

Abuse Relationship?

Everyone is talking about an abuse relationship that Lydia and Jackson have. I have to say i never said anything against it because in my memories it was like Jackson treated her bad. But i have to correct myself and everyone how tell something different should rewatch season 1. Jackson didn’t once scream at her. Not once he mistreaded her when they were in relationship. All that things are coming but they are when they are not longer together. Actually it starts when Jackson got bitten and became a kanima so most of it is like Scott being violent against Stiles – the change to something different, something he can’t controll.
But i actually think that the relationship was… abuse… is not the right word… i will go with unhealty. Because Lydia was the one that actually made Jackson feel bad most the time. Please don’t just hate me for this. Read what i have to say and than you can write me anytime and discuss this with me. So let’s start.

At pike performens

The first time i saw a really problematic thing in their relationship was when Jackson got hurt by Scott. Jackson has to go to the hospital and got painkillers from the medic. I don’t think he would have played the game a few days later. But Lydia pressured him into taking painkillers and play the game. She was the one that made sure that he will not sit on the bench. Jackson can’t be not playing and not making points, because he is Lydias boyfriend. When the Coach ask him if he would feel it when he would hit the shoulder, Jackson answered maybe. This wasn’t he beining dump or something. That is him telling the truth. He doesn’t know because he had so much painkillers intus that he doesn’t feel anything. This is a really problematic behavior from Lydia.

At the edge

Jackson is at the edge this season, what is really sad when you think what will happen in season two to him. The situation around him gets worse. He is falling deeper into black hole. He is feeling like losing everything. Everytime Scott is scoring, he is losing something. Than there are little things like a destroyed locker or bigger things like Derek giving him the scretches. Because of them Jackson actually had big sleepproblems and nightmares of a fire or being attack by a werwolf. Lydia gets a shock just for seeing Peter.
We need to understand Jacksons character. Jackson is not dump and please stop saying otherwise. He is not a genius like Lydia but he is top of the class, because he can’t do anything else. He needs to be the best. He needs to please someone, he never met. What means that he can’t stop, because he doesn’t know if it is really good enough. Maybe he must try harder, be better otherwise he is just a disapointment. He works really hard for all he had. Than there is Scott coming and he gets everything without even trying really hard. He is perfect at Lacross, got a cute girlfriend, which brings him like automatically in the ‘high society’, he got team captain. Jackson can just look like Scott got everything, JACKSON had worked for. All that with cheating. Because Jackson is right. Scott is cheating he is using his werwolf powers. Lydia is focusing the unhealty jealousy with firing Scott on by training, or actually making out with him, or flirting with him before Jacksons eyes (The part with Jackson and Allison will come later).

Sucking for his benefits

Lydia is playing dump, so Jackson looks better. What is not even really nessassary. But she did it anyway. She is playing that she is bad at bowling. But i never thought that it was really about making him look better. I think Jackson like competion on bowling. But when Jackson helped her, he was feeling good. He liked being close to her like that. It was like their flirting when everyone is around. But we talk later more about this. Now it goes about Lydia standing up and making the shoot. It is nothing wrong with it and i am actually with Allison on that. That she should stop sucking for Jacksons benefit. But what is the bad think about it, is what she says and how she says it. Jackson is sitting close beneath her. He looked a little surprised that Lydia made a Strike. But i don’t think that he really believe she was bad. He was surprised – my interpretation- that she actually showed it. Please everyone how hate Jackson look at his face the moment Lydia said ‘that she did alot of sucking for his benefits’. She is saying it so Jackson can hear. At that point she want that Jackson feels bad and he does. What she said hurt him. Sometimes you say think that hurt people it happens but Lydia did it on that point on purpose. I am not saying Jackson is perfect. He has alot of flaws too.

Anything real about them?

So yeah i ship Jydia and everything i told you until now are reason for them being never ever together again. But here it is, what i see. I see real feelings. When we first saw them together like they act. They love each other. They like to be close and the little touches between them. We see it also when they are bowling how they sit together, play together. He is never making fun of her for playing ‘bad’ – like for example he did with Scott. He just loves to be near her and she loves to be near him. I think the problem with these two is that, Jackson had that need to be better and be unhealty ambitious. She is a genius and she knows it. Of course she does things for it, but she doesn’t need to work so hard for it as Jackson – what doesn’t mean that she doesn’t work so hard. A good friend of me would have written A’s without learning but she learnt weeks before the test. I think Lydia is such a type, just to be sure it will be a A. She doesn’t show what a genius she is, so Jackson doesn’t feel the need to be better than her. She is trying to actually make him feel better. He forgets that she is actually doing this for him. They are doing this and somehow they lost themself in the roles they are playing and forgot what the others feel for them. Lydia always seems to feel the need to make Jackson jealous. Like she needs to see him jealous so she can be sure he still cares about her. And Jackson actually things that Lydia doesn’t real care about him. All that got stronger when Jackson loses controll about his life, because Scott is taking his part.

The evidence that they actually love each other is the ball. Lydia is going out to search Jackson. Because she knows that he is not okay. She needs to make sure he will be okay. She needs to find him. Jackson is really worried about Lydia. He is bringing her into hospitel and when you see how he looks at her than it breaks your heart. Because he needs to know that she will be okay… This is not even about binging her into the hospital. It is that he needs to make sure she is okay. He needs to see her.

The feelings were real but they lost. That is why i think that when they actually grow to the person they want to be. When Jackson learns to trust people with his feeling and that he can depent on them without being weak or that he doesn’t need to be the best. When Lydia learns to place herself first, doesn’t hide who she is, she embrass her power and her genius, she understands that she doesn’t help be pretending to be someone else and she stop fearing that she will be left alone. Than these two will be a good combination. They will rock everyone. Jydia forever.

I am not a bad person

The most important thing about him is that he is not a bad person. He never did something to really harm anyone. Yes he make fun of Scott but this is his way of coping with Scott being better than him. He makes constantly bad decisions and he knows it. He doesn’t feel confortable enough to talk with his best friend or girlfriend. But the real point is, when the were captured in the school and Scott ask how many people can ride in his car. Jackson says ‘five’. Because he will not let anyone there. Allison is like three are way to much and she is in a normal situation right. Jackson would never let Scott into his car but right know it is about get out there alive and he will pack everyone in his car, when they can made it to it.
The second one is he is telling the hunters about Scott, but he also tells Stiles so he can react. When Stiles is going after Peter, Jackson is coming with him without question. He is afraid but he wants to help. Actually i am really sad about the missed oppurtunity of a Jackson and Stiles love-hate friendship.

Jacksons solution

Why is it so important to be a werwolf for Jackson? The answer is easy. When he is stronger than humans, faster than humans, than he is better than all the other. Than he doesn’t have to try so hard anymore to be good enough. Because he will just be better than anything. It is his solution for getting peace. He is totally wrong and i think that someday will have to search competition between werwolves. The bite will not give him peace, not like Jackson hoped for because he doesn’t really understand yet that he needs to change his way of seeing things to get peace. But he is not ready. So he need that bite, that promise him peace.

The Argents

I really dislike Victoria the way she acts is so wrong. She seems like always wearing a mask. Her smile feels always wrong. The way she treated Allison was… way over board and i just really dislike her. Chris on the other hand was a little creepy in the first season. He really loves his daugther and want to protect her (Victoria loves her too…). I hate how he talks to Derek, but i actually like how he lives by this code. That he really believes in it. So much that he was ready to go after Kate. That he actually understands that what Kate did even when they were werwolves was wrong.
I hate Kate with all my heart. The actress did an amazing work. She playes her so good that you actually feel that she is the devil, that she loves to kill and torture but she is still human and has feelings. She actually loves Allison pretty much and i think that she would’ve done anything for her. She loved her like a little sister and she wanted to teach her how she keep herself save. It didn’t make her more sympatic because she is just evil but it shows that the show knows that all the bad people are just human like we are. They have feelings too.

You will play

Before we came to my favorite person we have to talk about a really important person on the show: The Coach. He is so much fun and in the first season he looked like the worst teacher ever. I think the Coach really loved his job and his students. But i think that he gots dispointed by them, by the parents, by the world. This disapointment he let out on the kids. Like the time when he ask Scott to summeries the reading and Scott can’t answer. The Coach got like please summeries anything but not even that can you do. This is way over the top, but you see that he is tired of the students don’t to the homework or listen to what he says.
Also a reason why i believe this is the way he talks about Stiles. Stiles is one of the difficults students. But the Coach know that he is a great kid and intellegent…

But we close the front door

When i write my whole opinion about Stiles in here. I think you need alot more time to read all that stuff i am writting. But i will try to make it short. Stiles is my favorite character and the one that is maybe the most problematic one. Stiles has two/three people in his life he would do anything for and right now Lydia isn’t one of them. These people are his father, Scott and Melissa. Melissa is like a second mam for him – sadly we doesn’t see much of this dynamic in this season but we will later. The problematic thing about Stiles is that he actually is not a good person. He doesn’t have a high morality. His moral compass is Scott. He is defining himself about Scotts ways of seeing things. He doesn’t do things because he doesn’t want to disapoint Scott or his father. He is ready to do anything to keep this three people alife. The most important things is not his own safety it is his fathers safety. That is why he always assumes the worst when he saw on a fullmoon a corpse…
Stiles doesn’t really believe in law are moral…that is why he actually choose to humaniated Scott with for example the water from the bowl. Or how he uses violance to pay back Scott…

Relationships can break

We started at a point were Stiles can’t lie. His father always gets when something isn’t right. But with Scott becoming a werwolf, Stiles is hiding more and more from his father. You see how close they are and how important for example that first lacross game for Stiles is, because his father is their to see HIM not the lacross game. He is proud of Stiles but Stiles sacrifice it for Scott. That are the first cuts in the relationship of them. Really clear gets it when the Sheriff is drunk and says that he miss talking to Stiles. That they never seems to have time for each other. Sadly these growing apart is just the start.

The Bite

The Bite is a thing that tells us a lot of Stiles. Because he is feeling left behind. Scott is now first line, he is stronger, faster and everything, he has a cute girlfriends and he still have just this crush over Lydia (if someone wants my opinion over Stydia write me). He beginns to feel like the sidekick not like they are on the same high. This is eating at him. When Peter offered him the bite, Stiles says nothing. He is fighting with himself. When he is actually saying no. Peter is telling us that he lied. Stiles wanted that bite because he sees it like Jackson. Maybe it destroyed Scotts life but it doesn’t have to be bad. He wants to be eye to eye with Scott, he doesn’t want to left behind. So why is he saying no. I think their are two reason the first is his father. When he gets the bite it doesn’t mean that he survive it. The bite means you became a werwolf or you die. This is something he can’t do this father. He knows his father will break when something happend to Stiles.
The second one is Scotts opinion. He doesn’t want the bite because he knows Scott wouldn’t be approve of it. Scott thing the bite is a curse and he would never understand why Stiles did it. Stiles thinks he would disapoint Scott.

Deaton and dates

What I never understand is why Deaton isn’t telling them the truth? He should take care of Derek. He did a really bad job at that. This is the only really stupid thing that will never go into my head.

So six years ago was the fire and 11 people were in the house that burnt down inclusive Peter. So for Derek died ten people in that fire. The season plays in 2011 and Kate is 28. So six years ago she 22 years. Derek is born on in 88. So he is 22-23.
I will try to get all the dates because so many people say that it doesn’t make sense. We will see.

October 16

AoS: S03x03

Hey Guys,
here wego with the episode of Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. which is disapointing. I don’t know but maybe Nick Fury was so much better as diretor than Coulson. And Skye aka Daisy is just getting more and more on my nerves. Really, there are so much more person S.H.I.E.L.D. should protect and not just their own.

I know what a man you are

Everyone is searching for Lincoln. The ATCU is going public and now Lincoln is a searched terrorist. The part were is calling his only friend is the best in the episode. We got to know more about Lincoln. It seems that maybe he has a problem with alcohol. Lincoln is more and more believing that he is a monster. When his friend betrayed him and don’t want to let Lincoln go… It gives has a little inside in Lincoln.
After that he goes to the only one that is still believing in him – Skye/Daisy.

Is S.H.I.E.L.D. good?

Why Lincoln mistrust S.H.I,E.L.D.? Oh look Skye is under threat and now we let the ATCU have Lincoln. A group that is really suspicious and totally negative against Inhuman. They sees them as a threat and it is totally okay to hand Lincoln over. Is Coulson even using his brain? No because not just that he is also now working witht the ATCU. This S.H.I.E.L.D. is not better than the one before.
Coulson says that he can go alone against the people anymore. But this is why S.H.I.E.L.D. exist. This is the group that is fighting against everyone to keep them all safe. But that is nothing we see from Coulson…

Hunter & May

This story is so bad… and these two have no chemistry. They just don’t funcition together for me. They want revenge. I understand Hunter but why May. Really she is just pissed that she had feelings for him this is why she wants to kill him… May is just falling down more and more in my eyes. The only one how really lost someone in the end is Ward. May already had her revenge. Agent 33 is dead and Ward lost again…

Fitzsimmons

Hey not much to say. The Simmons situation is realistic but right now not really interessting. Fitz is trying to help Jemma and don’t let her alone with her problems. I love these two but the best thing in season two was that Fitz interacted with so many people and now it is again just Simmons… hope they change that again.

October 13

DW: S09x04

Hey Guys,
i am really sorry but i had no time for any Doctor Who thing this weekend…i was like a walking dead after all that Party and working so early and only getting two hours sleep. But now we can talk about the new episode. Like you will think i always have something negativy these days. But for the biggest part i was satisfied and really nostalgic. Let’s beginn to today with the start.

The starting point

The episode starts totally out of nowhere. The Doctor is holding a monologue. Yes Capaldi is great in it but i really dislike this beginning. In the end there is a connaction but this connaction doesn’t make my satisfied. I don’t know why because this is the big question that troubles me in most time travel films. But the way it is acted… like he is talking to us. The way all this plays out… i just really dislike it. I don’t have a better explaination.

Emotions over Emotions

I love emotions and here we have more than enough from it. Clara who can’t excapt that the Doctor has to die. She needs him. After Dannys death she built her life around him and that is not going to end well. One of the best parts was were Cass is asking Clara if the travels with the Doctor changed her or if she always bring everyone in danger. This is a good question. When we look at Clara, we see her not really emotional apart from the Doctors death. She has no problem send Lunn out in the danger. When she goes talking to Bennett he is talking about how much more there is in the world as if it matters right now.

Sacrifice

Bennett is the best thing on the episode and we need so much characters like him on the TARDIS. People who see the real face of the Doctor. Someone how goes against him. He reminds me a little of Hex. His girlfriend died so the Doctor can be sure of the meaning of a message. He isn’t ready to risk anything for her but everything for Clara. Clara and the Doctor are seeing people who died has a nessassary sacrifice. All this people had to die so he could save Clara and understands what is going on.
How far has the Doctor fallen from were we were at the beginning with the ninth Doctor. But truth be told that is why i love Capaldis Doctor. The Doctor isn’t the hero. He never was. It was always the people beside him. Just now is traveling with himself and he really don’t want Clara to be like this. But he can’t do anything against it.

October 10

DW: The Axis of Insanity

Hey Guys,

so ‘The Axis of Insanity’ is the 56 adventure from the main range. The Story takes place somewhere after the ‘Resurrection of the Daleks’. The fourth Doctor is traveling with Peri and Erimem. I excatly not pretty sure when this story or all the Erimem stories are set in the timeline after the Doctor. It seems like it has to be after the goodbye of Thourlough. If someone knows better tell me.

Erimem

So what do we need to know about this companion? She appear the first time in the story ‘The Eye of the Scorpion’, which is the 24 adventure of ‘Big Finish Main Range‘. She is an uncrowned Pharao from the ancient egypt. When she started traveling with the Doctor at the age of 17. She as a great wisdom and wants to learn more. The Doctor offered her the chance of doing that. Along the travels with the Doctor she and Peri built a strong bond like sisters.

Mistakes of the Time Lords

This story is one of the most interessting. I love all the theme about Time Lord and their mistakes. This Story tells us what happend to the part of history the Time Lord changes. The mighting Time Lords are making mistakes that left their traces. We learn about the way Time Lords deal with their mistakes. They hide them and lock them away. It shows us a side of the Time Lords that they try to hide.
Also we see the graveyard of the TARDIS’s. The way they create the atmosphere is really amazing. I could see it before my eyes the way Erimem sees it. Beautifull and so sad.

Insanity

What is insanity or what sanity? The story apart from the really good theme about the Time Lords is really insane. Many parts of it seem unreal and crazy and other way to much real. It is life and it is fantasy. It is a special mix that defines the whole story. First it seems like only the Doctor get screen time but than Peri is out of the TARDIS searching for her. And the two first episode you think that Erimem is just there. But than she can shine too. Erimem had too little time but that time she has were really strong and good stuff.

In the end i really like the crazyness and the reality of the story. I like the way Time Lords play there part without being really a part of the story.

October 8

AoS: S03x02

Hey Guys,

here we go with the second episode of Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. and it already made Ward discussed again. Again i have a very different opinion on all that. But i understand where they came from. So maybe will we just start with it. So i have it behind me.

Building Hydra again

Everyone that hated Ward and said that he was Hydra feels now like they were right and the other that loved Ward are disapointed in the showrunners. That are the too opinions i found. I wanted Ward go down the way of redemption. I wanted him to heal, to start over and that he found happiness. We saw him a whole season try to help Coulson and his team. When i have the second season on DVD i will write about it more. Now i just want to say that i am really sad that he is going down this way. But after the end of season two it was clear that it had to end like that. Everyone is angry at the write and want Ward to be killed so it ends… Ward becomes Gareth and yes that is the worst nightmare of people going through this but i also think that that is what happend way to often in the real world. Because they people don’t help them. Friends that don’t judge you,family… anything you can hold on. So Ward loosing everything again. He is broken again and this time he can’t hold on to the believe to go back together with his team. So he gives in. He changes and become the thing he knows how he can become it. This is a sad and for a story that could have ended good.
But why does it not end good and that is the really sad thing. The thing nobody really talks about. The team didn’t give him a second chance. Everyone get one, Skye even give one to her father. But Ward? They never even thing about giving him a chance. They are acting like he is a monster. Coulson know his background story. He knows it and he worked with Romanoff (who actually gets a second chance). But not Ward.
In a way i understand it but on the other hand i don’t. Mike can be forgiven and Ward not. Mike did it to save his son. Ward did it to save his ‘father’. Yes that is the only different.
Ward didn’t do anything worse than what Mike did… you know but look. Not just the team on TV also the fans of the show are not giving him a chance. They judge him and tell that he is evil, that is hydra. What we should be talking at is not that Ward took that way. We should be talking about the people that decided that he doesn’t deserve a second chance and what it would have chanced if just one of them listend to him. Just one.

Saving Simmons

A big part of the episode is the saving of Simmons. When Fitz found the first real hint of what the stone is, the team backs him up. They get the old Asgardinen and trying to open the portal. From that point the saving of Simmons is going really ‘easy’ and also they just distroy the artifact so no danger from it again. This was easy… The last scene indicates that what happend to Jemma will have a big role. I really hope it. I actually are a little bit disapointed. Everything turns out way to easy. Nothing really interessting happend. Hunter was actually again the best.

May and Hunter

May is back… it was clear that she would be but i wouldn’t have missed her. After her action in the finale, i really beginn to dislike her. What she did was evil… and i am not ready to forgive her. But of course Ward is the bad guy here. I get that Hunter wants revenge that is who he is. But i hate that they actually do this. Because it split the team up and removes the most interessting relationship from the focus. Hunter and Fitz that is what i wanted to see and now we got Hunter and May? I hope that everything went wrong and the have to go back really fast…

The next episode actually looks way more promising. Lincoln is the other reason to watch this show.

October 7

Hey Guys,

i have a big problem with the Doctor Who episode and the writting about it. I don’t want to write bad about it. I know there are people out there that love this season and episodes. This episode wasn’t so bad but for me the magic that Doctor Who had vanished. I watched every season and he dislike every much. Sometimes i don’t like how the stories are writen, sometimes i don’t like the Doctor, sometimes the Companions going on my nerve. That is how Doctor Who is. Doctor Who is about changes and not every change you will like. Like the Screwdriver thing. I don’t miss the screwdriver but the sun glases are stupid – my opinion…
Something in never lost in all that time was the pull to watch it. Right now it is really difficult to bring me to watch the episodes. Like i said the episode was not bad but it has no pull in it – for me.

Here we go again

So i don’t want to talk about the thing i dislike. I can’t even really give it a name. The story wasn’t/isn’t mine. The characters are not really interessting. I can’t find it in me to care about any of them. What i really hat is the death thing again. Now it is the Doctor who needed to ‘die’. Of course he isn’t dead… but i had how they play with that theme over and over again. Moffats always does it. Rory is one of the best example of it, than a whole season about the death of the doctor, than a whole movie… now the kill Clara and Missy in the first epiosde, now the Doctor… and so on and so on. I am really tired of this.

I am Clara Oswald

What did i like about the episode. I like the problems the Doctor has with this feeling things. The Doctor is not nice or good and this is refreshing. Also i really like the Clara stuff on this episode. Clara seems to become adicted to the danger and the adventure. She wants action and danger. She is so much becoming the Doctor and that is actually pretty amazing. She wants to teach him how to be more ‘nice’. There are this little cards she wrote for him. But look at her, standing their and bringing everyone in danger.
The Doctor sees that and is trying in his way to talk to her. What of course is more than bad. Clara is so deeply hurt and i love everything about it and i hope this will be a big theme in this season before she leaves the TARDIS.

Than i hope for a new main writer, more than one companion, campanions like Zoe and Jamie, or Barbara, Vicki and Ian. I want the Doctor going after little problems maybe not even real problems… not saving the world please. Watch the classic stories and go back to them.