August 6

Teen Wolf: S05x07

Hey Guys,
this episode of Teen Wolf was really good. It gave as so many questions and a few answers. Also it gave a lot of people the oppurtunity of alot of hate. I already wrote my opinion about the Parrish matter on tumblr and i will link it to this article when we are talking about the hallucantions. I love to talk and discuss all matters in the serie. But please stop that hate that is going around.

Villians

Let us start here. Because Stiles is always my favorite. He will never trust Theo. The big question is why is Theo so hard trying to make Stiles owe him something. Scott already fall for his act. I will never understand that. The way i see it is that the actor is making a great job because i never ever believed that is something else than bad. I also believed that he is like Kate just evil. Peter is bad and a murderer. But he has his reasons to became that person. Who can’t understand why he wanted revenge on Kate and everyone involved? Everything Peter did has a reason, that doesn’t make him good. Because he is an manipulated asshole and always thought that his sister was weak, the whole dead pool thouht came from him. But you can understand why he did his stuff. With what happend to him, his opinions and his hunger for power made him the villian. Also the Alpha pack, Jennifer and the other they all had reason for her development. That doesn’t made them less bad or villians. But it doesn’t make them evil like these two. Kate (her father too) and Theo are bad because they like it. Kate doesn’t kill werwolves because they are werewolves or murdered someone. She does it because she likes it to torture and kill people. She is injoying it. Theo is the same for me from the first moment and the flashback to what happend with his sister actually supports that opinion.

Forgiveness

The scene with Theo and Stiles was the most interessting for me. Because we get to see how Stiles feels. I saw a lot of people talking about two things. Point one: Stiles is a psychopath because he felt good in the first moment when he realized Donovan is dead. Point Two: Stiles changing his opinion about killing.
We have Stiles, who always tries to act in the morality of Scott and the bad guy. He get Stiles to open up, which is not so surprising because he doesn’t feel like Theo will judge him for that and he needs to talk about it. Stiles feels bad about what happend. We see this the whole time since it happend. He is going on distance to his father and Scott. Because these are the people he will hurt with the truth. But he isn’t afraid of losing his father, he is losing Scott. He things who murders people has to be punished. His punishment is the loss of Scotts friendship. Some people will say that Scott will forgive him and in the end i am sure he will. But lets talk about Scotts forgiveness. Did he forgive Derek? Yeah the can work with each other now and he actually apreachiate his help, but does he forgive Derek, for the things he gave him the fault? No. Did he forgive Aiden and Ethan? Yes. Because the doesn’t hurt him or his pack. Yes, he does wanted to protect Boyd and it broke him too that he could save everyone. He is a good guy and he of course feel all this but this is not so close to home. Derek on the other hand has ‘betraying’ him.
So forgiveness will be not as easy as it seems. The worst part is that Stiles thought good in the first moment he realized it. Does it make him a psychiopath? No. It is normal. This guy wanted to kill him. This guy threatend his father. He doesn’t had the intention to kill Donovan it was self defense. Of course the first moment you realize he can’t kill you or your father anymore you thing good. But he broke down after it. He feels bad about it.

Justified?

The interessting on this situation is that Theo has now the side of Stile in the discussion. Stiles justified it with selfdefense. He also believed that there is a difference between killing, protecting themself and sacrifizing. But after what happend with Donovan he is taking Scott side that it is all the same if it ends with someone dead. Many people does thing that Stiles thing that murder can be justified because he always voice that option. I think they are not totally wrong and not totally right. Because he voiced that option because he know it was never a option for Scott. But yes i think that he can justify it. I think that he never would have forgive Derek if he killed Jackson, because there would be nothing to forgive. Stiles is no character with a moral. He would kill if it means he protect his dad or Scott with it. But he never lived that way because he tries to live after the moral of his father and Scott. Because he doesn’t want to hurt them. So did he change his opiniopn. I don’t thing so. I think is thinking now that he had that blood on his hands again more about. I think after he was the nogitsume he start to change it a little he isn’t to eager to make kill an option. But when Tracy attack them he said kill her. He think he will always be that way and he knows that. He is afraid that Scott will understand that. He is taking Scotts opinion because he wants to punsih himself for not living up to Scott expections.

Hallucantion

This was really interessting. The dread doctor showed everyone their worst fears. Lets start with Malia because she is the obvious. Her worst fear is being trap. It is just logic with the way he lived.
Lydia get her tongue teared out. In this supernatural world her tongue, her voice is her only way to fight and protect herself. It is her power to stand on her own. Her worst fear is to lose her weapon and her way to help people. Alot of people thought that we would see Allison and i thing even when we not see her she is also part of it. Because it is not about Lydia losing her weapon, her power, she is losing her only way to help people in this supernatural nightmare. Because she can’t fail to protect people. Because it is always happing. Everyone that he wanted to save died (only Jackson survived). Allison died and Lydia thing that she could have changed this. But I think she accept the fact that Allison is dead and is feeling like even when she is, her best friend is still with her. That is man opinion way she doesn’t see Allison because see always sees Allison.
We saw alot of worst fears of Scott in the last seasons. The first time was in the second season. His worst fear was Allison making out with Jackson. You can see that as a fear of Allison betraying him. Than the whole shit went down and Scott could close the eyes to what happend anymore. So his worst fear was that his mother got killed. But in the last seasons she was so often in danger that it someone became normal. She always survived. Now we see Kira killing Scott. It is interessting that in the end Scotts worst fear is to get betrayed by someone he loved. This is maybe the scar his father left when he left Scotts life. Because it felt like betrayal for Scott.
Now too the most voiced hallucantion. Just to be clear it was that and not a dream of him. Lydia starts making out with him (she started it and he look like fighting with himself the first seconds and than give in because he wants this) and than she is burning. So his worst fear is hurting Lydia. He is so afraid of her being hurt and of the option that maybe he can hurt her. He doesn’t know what he is and he doesn’t understand that power. What you can’t understand you can’t controll it.
Everything else what is to say about Marrish can you read here: http://whovianandtseries.tumblr.com/post/125851399804/you-guys-need-to-stop-on-hating-jordan-parrish-i

Liam and the trap

Last episode i ask me why Liam will lose faith in Scott. This got very clear this episode. We saw the last few episode Liam hanging around Hayden and trying to make her forgive him. He actually really likes her and i think it is really sweet. We it is love… i don’t know but the way he look at her reminds as of the way Scott looked at Allison. Liam want to protect Hayden so much. When he realized that this is a trap. He is very angry about it. He doesn’t want Hayden as bait. He made Scott promise that he will do everything to protect her. But the failed and Liam and Hayden got taken. This is not Scott losing his patience this is Scott losing faith in his own believings. He always wanted to protect everyone even Jackson and Matt. He wants everyone to live. But now he give up on this. This is to big, to power and they don’t understand what is going on. They can’t protect everyone. He is making a Derek decision. He makes Hayden bait (of course he will try to protect her as bait) but he could have gone to more secure places. He decided to make her bait. He decided that if everything went south Hayden maybe dead but with luck the maybe have a starting point. He makes the lifes of everyone more important than Haydens. That is that decision he never forgave Derek.

Everything else

The Eye color. I need a better explination. Than that it has to do with guilt. Because yeah i believe Theo doesn’t feel guilty and Derek and Malia does but Peter? Peter doesn’t feel guilty not about anything not even the death of Laura because he things it was nessassary. He would have killed Derek and Cora if it would be nessassary. He doesn’t want to but he would to it without hassitation. He doesn’t feel guilty. That is what i believe.
I thougt that maybe it doesn’t count because this guy already died. He is a chimäre. He got buried alive and get out as a chimäre. So i thing that the dead is a nessassary to trigger the evolution a little bit like Derek. He was like ‘dead’ and came back as a more powerfull person. But this theorie is also a little weak but better than the guilt thing in my eyes.
About Kira is not much to say, because i think her story will be in the next epiosde. So i will talk than about her.
Also this episode showed us that the dread doctors and Theo working together. Also i think because the Hallucantion the dread doctor gave him triggered the stealing body mode, that he is chimäre too.

August 3

Dark Matter: Episode 8

Hey guys,
The new episode of Dark Matter tells as more about two Charakters. One and six are the one in focus.

Their is no i in team

The six people of the ship work pretty well together. Even One could actual work pretty good with Three and they didn’t trust each other much. That is not totally true, i think the only one who really mistrust anyone is One – maybe Two.
In this episode this conaction and trust get hurt alot. Most of it because of Two.
Why Two? Easy, they all had their secrets before and they worked. Because the personal stuff wasn’t important for the team. There wasn’t much danger in the secrets until this episode. But Two makes these secrets now important. She takes the secrets as sigh for mistrust. She is not totally wrong, but she is the one that makes this so big.

Six on revenge

Six is out for revenge. What he learnt about his past is the wish to kill the one responisble for this terror act. For that he goes alone. He is afraid that his team want to stop him or distroy his chances. This is what will makes them break apart. Because Six and also Four want to handle things on their own. The do it ‘better’ without help. They are no team players.

The true One

One is finding out his true face and real identity. He is a rich bussinessman, which wife got killed. Surprise, surprise the killer seems to be Three. Okay not really surprising. But now is clear for me why he is so judgy. Even when the developement is not really surprising it is actually pretty interessting to see them deal with it. We all are pretty sure that One is doing something really dumb again – like always. I am pretty sure that their is alot more to the story of Three.

I never watched a serie that i enjoyed so much, even when every twist is visible from the start of the episode.

August 1

DW: Sands of Time

Hey Guys,
i was fighting with this Doctor Who Book ‘Sands of Time’. It is the 22th book of the Missing Adventure Serie and get her print in the Monster Collection. The 5th Doctor is traveling with Tegan and Nyssa and it takes place after Adrics death. The whole is playing in very different time periodes.

Different Times and persons

The biggest problem of the book is that it has to many different times and views to tell. We have two sides of the view of different people. It springs in time and people and you don’t now where, when and who you are. Also nothing of this seems logic because everything the Doctor does he did because he did it before. So in this story doesn’t seemed to be a beginning and an real end. With the time everything gets clearer but i hate to read such little croutons…

An endless circle?

There is a lot of stuff not explained – just a few little things that bother me. Also this story is a circle kinda like the novel Festival of Death. It is not clear were the start point is and were the end, because the do things because they now they do it. But why did they do it in the first place? The bad people do things because they now they happend… but were did it all start.

Nyssa and Tegan

I am not a big fan of these both companions. But this book is not nice to the characters. Tegan has a little to do, but mostly she is bored and Nyssa just has do be a mummy… so they don’t have a good character arc any moments to shine. The only good thing about the book is how they play with the stories in tv serie – like Pyramids of Mars and Black Orchid