April 23

AoS: Season 1 – Leo Fitz

Hey Guys,

i thought a long time if i should write about Leo Fitz and Jemma Simmons together or if i will do this seperate. Fitz is after Grant Ward (Grant Ward – Season 1) my favorite person. But this is not the reason i decided to do this seperate, it is the storyline they get in the second season. So here i go again and warning for spoilers for the second season. Because i know what happend and this will flow in my thoughts about him. So yeah big spoilers.

Fitzsimmons

This is the biggest thing in his life. Jemma is like his sun. Everything in his life is about her. He works with her, he trust her like nobody else. She is his best friend, his soulmate. They are so close, there isn’t much room for anything else. Nobody really thinks about them seperate. For them they are a unity. You can’t seperate them. This friendship is something really really special. I love to see the way the trust each other, how they work together, how the knows what the other is thinking. This conection is so deep.
So how could it break so easly in season 2? It started when Fitz realize that he love Jemma. He never thought about it. She was just always with him and his best friend. He even tried to land by Skye. But when he is about to lose her. He realize that she is the one. This changes things. In little things we can see. They way Fitz is looking at her now. The way he lies to make her smile. After this point his life is more about Jemma than ever. He is trying to get closer and she is going and open to other people.They both moving in different directions.

The need to prove himself

Fitz is a genius and he knows it. He know what he can do and he knows what he can’t do. He is no Grant Ward, or Mike Peterson or Trip. He can do what he wants, but he never will be like them. This is a good thing, but he sees Jemma looking at these people and he needs to prove that he is worthy her attention. She never compare them, because she know he is worthy, that he is strong and brave. But he compares himself and that is why he tries to prove himself over and over again. After the mission with Ward it becomes better. Than Trip joins them and he needs to show that he knows much more than Trip. He don’t really believe in himself. He never needed to, because Jemma was.

Ward

Ward is a really important part for Fitz. From the begining he is searching the contact to Ward. But they never conected with each other before the mission. The built trust between each other. The are becoming friends. This is important for Fitz. The respect of Ward is really important for him and his way to see himself. When the found out that Ward is working for Garrett, Fitz is the one that is breaking down. He refuses to believe it. Because this is his friend. Because Ward is important to him. Skye says that he is a hero because he still wanted to believe in him after everything. Fitz is a hero, but not because he choose to believe in Ward. He was just realistic. Of course there is a reason. Of course there is more. Of course nobody is born evil. Believing that doesn’t make him a hero. Sacrifies is life for Jemma this makes him a hero, to refuse to give up.

Fitz has to be strong in the next season. He has to deal with what Ward did to him. How can live with what happend and all that without Jemma. Without someone believing in him.

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December 11

Aos: S02x10 – What they become

So guys,
here we are the mid-season final of Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. and what do we have to say? My babies are all getting hurt and this is just the middle of everything. So where do we start?

Hunter and Bobbi

Bobbi gives herself the fault for what happend to Mac. That is pretty understandble and makes her – to me a lot more sympatic – but her actions after that, make me go a step away. I am a little like Hunter. I don’t love her, or like her very much, but i definitly didn’t trust her. Hunter didn’t trust her either. He finds her search Macs garage and take a harddrive(?). She didn’t want to tell him about and try to overplay it. But Hunter did see it, but he decide to be there for her. So we see them work together in this episode and it is nice. But i like him more in other combinations.
What is Bobbi planning. I think it’s clear that is actually something bigger than being pregnant – this is a theory i have seen a lot on the i-net, i don’t get how the came up with it. More important is, what ever it is, which side will be Hunter on?

Family reunion

Skye meets her father. She hates her father and she shows this in everyway she can. But her father just take it and tries to go from that. He tells her about her mother and what he was going through. He is a really good bad guy. He has reason for what he is doing and you can to a point understand him. But what i really hate about it, is that here comes a little of the old Skye through i loved. She beginns to see him a little different, what will be a really interessting dynamic in the future. But she is ready to see the reason of everyone except Ward. This is really … yes he hurt her. But really what did her father do, when he tries to kill Coulson or what he did to Trip? Or how he tried to manipulated her into going down there and change? But Ward is so bad…

Ward needs to move on

I love Ward and i am sure everyone knows that be now, because i tell you that every epsiode and i will do it again. Also i know that all that is totally in character but his fixation on Skye is getting on my nervs. Of course he wants her back and he actually believes that he can do it. But he needs to let go and i hope we will see another side of him know. He has a lot more potential and just saying that he has a really interessting relationship with Fitz with should be a focus again.
After he holds all his promises and saved Skye again. She shoots him and i hope that will make him let go a little bit. But the important thing is agent 33. He has a conversation with her about her reason to do things. It seems like he sees himself a little in her and after Whittehals death, Ward take her with him. So the question is what did he wants. Is he seeing himself in her and wants really to find a way to live or is he becoming like his abuser and manipulate her into working for him.

The change

Skye goes down to stop Raina, but she is to late. Coulson is not in time in that stone room but Trip is there and that also is the dramatic death. Actually a good finte. We all were fixated on what happend to Mac and if he could survive it and than they kill Trip. Trips death is a sideeffect of the reaction of the Obilisk. It turned everything to stone – Skye, Raina and Trip. But Skye survives it and will maybe have powers now, also i think that Raina survived to. But Trip not. To destroy all hope for him to survive this, we see the statue break. So we have a new superhero with a guilt complex?
Don’t be angry with me, but i am actually happy that it was Trip and not Mac. I know everyboby loved Trip, but i never get warm with him. Also i want to see more of the secret Bobbi and Mac have.

The last thing

Fitzsimmons is on his way back. We see them in the same room working together, but more important is the conversation between them. Jemma is thinking about a way that Mac survived this. Fitz is seeing this has Jemma being nice to him because Mac was important to him. But than he sees that Jemma actually is right and i think this is the moment they actually get a little closer again. He still has the feeling that he needs to prove himself. Back the can work together and get what the other is talking about and at the end they are hugging – Fitz is protecting Jemma again. This could be the new start we all wished for them. Also with Trips death, Jemma will need someone and i really hope that Fitz is helping her through that time.

So, we have to wait a long time for the next episode. Next year will first start Agent Carter. Actually i don’t know if i want to see it, but it is part of everything so i must?!

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November 20

AoS: S02x08

Hey Guys,
here is my opinion about the new episode of ‘Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.’. I want to write it yesterday, but i am a little bit ill so i needed to sleep, sorry for that. So here we go.

Who do we trust

Trust is something really important. In this episode everything is about it. Mac is having doubts in Coulson, after what he saw in the last episode (AoS: S02x07). He is voicing this to Hunter. I love Mac and i think this have a lot of potential. The group of S.H.I.E.L.D. from the last serie is really close, they learnt to trust each other but the new ones, don’t have that. So the problems can come from inside.
Then we have Hunter and Bobby. Do we trust Bobby or do we thing that Hunter is right and she is having something else in mind? Bobby swears that she isn’t lying and she doesn’t have anything to hide. But Hunter don’t trust but he wants to. We will see where it leads us.
And then there is Ward. On which side is he.

Family

Ward is finding his brother and brings him to confess that he was the one Ward made the well thing do. It is important for Ward to know that. After nobody believes him and telling him that he is lying. He must hear it for himself. Also he brings his brother to Hydra. So his brother is dead and he seems to be again a part of Hydra. So what does we believe that he really wants to work for Hydra or is he thinking that he is working undercover for Coulson? Or did have a totally different plan. I think it is something of the last two. But time will show us.

Also Skys father has part in this episode we learn much about without seeing him much. Because we see the experiments of Whitehall and Obelisc. So people die when they touch him and other survive. On of the person that survived didn’t grow old over the years. They made much experiments on her and than take all the organs and everything and pack it into Whitehall and so he is becoming young again. This woman was Sky mother. So he wants revenge. So he is a problem for Hydra and S.H.I.E.L.D.

Fitz

Fitz wants back in the field. That is nothing new. But here is Coulson giving him a chance. The good thing is it is something real. It is a real mission. Fitz is working really hard to made it happen. For a moment we our old Fitz. With his courage and self-confidents that we miss and he did it.
What it is sad is that i don’t thing we will see much of Fitz Ward for a time and i would love to see them together again. Also we don’t have any of Fitzsimmons and i really miss it.

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October 15

Aos: S02x04

And again 45 minutes to suffer with Fitz in the new episode of Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.

Fitzsimmons

Fitz have big problems to moving on, to bond with the other. When they all talk, Fitz just go away. Simmons – of course to the right simmons, is trying to make him bond with them. But he don’t want to, because he is afraid of speaking. But Simmons sees it differently and after what happend i think so too. He is afraid of don’t have something to say, to say but i won’t work out, that another person leaves him alone because he told them what he feels. He told Simmons that he loved her and she left him because she didn’t feel the same – i hope this is just what Fitz thinks.

Mac is just sitting many times with Fitz so he is not alone. But after saveing the plane with Hunter, Hunter want to give a beer out. They insist on it and in the end Fitz is taking it. Simmons isn’t there anymore and he told them, why Jemma isn’t there anymore, why she left. Hunter tells him about his story of broken heart. This a big step for Fitz. I hope we see a lot more of this three.

New director

Coulson wants to talk about a plan B. What happens when he goes down, when he lost it like Garett lost it. May don’t want to heat any of it because she can’t kill Coulson. But Coulson insist on it. He don’t want to became like him. I don’t think this will be a real problem. Because Garett was crazy long before he got that serum. Coulson is a good man. So  I don’t believe that he will ever be became like him.

Alien writing

So, they found a painting with the same symboles on the back like Coulson and Garett was writting. They came to the conclusen that there is another like them out there and they want to find him. Hydra on the other Hand is trying to get the Oblisk back. So they go to Riana and give her an ultimo. We will the next episode what she will do. Also it seems that after the mission to get the painting, they kinda have a deal with Talbot. We will see how that will work out.

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October 9

Aos: S02x03

Hi Guys,

i am so sorry, but for a reason i don’t know my blog wasn’t availble. But know we will talk about the new agents of s.h.i.e.l.d. Episode. I forgot everything i wanted to write about so i will start with Jemma.

My life at Hydra

The worst about the beginning was that she seems to be happy. That was such a schock, after seeing Fitz at his worst point in life alone and she is happy. Of course i think that is not the truth. She tried to be happy, she tries very hard and just for herself but also for her cover. She is working undercover in Hydra. For me it was clear that she isn’t really in Hydra. But what really want to know is if she wanted that mission. Because that is important. If she wanted it, she left Fitz, who needed her alone and again i am not judging that she decided to go. I am judging that she said it was for Fitz best. If she didn’t ask for the mission, it would give my a little peace so that i am not disapointed in her so much.

Why is it okay that good people can play with feelings

Skye is visiting Ward again. Just for the record i whould like it even if it was Garreth which i don’t like. I hate it that we make that differents. Skye is attacking him. She is mocking about is family and brother. How could she? She knows that his brother was ‘bulling’ him and his brother. When someone tells an victim of domestic violence it was there fault, everyone is standing up and have to say something about it. But here Skye is doing that. It has nothing to do that everything after that was his choice (what is not right by the way, because of course he was brainwashed – Garreth just did it another way) or that he is a killer or what ever. In that time he was the victim. Skye is the good one and everyone is gloryfing her so much.

I am the only one that with every step she makes likes her less. I loved this strong minded woman she was in the first season. Now she is just weak. Don’t say that she is strong, because she shoot that boy, who just wanted to live a normal life, that one s.h.i.e.l.d. Wanted to help, who can controll her heart beats and everything. That has nothing to do with strengh. She abondend everything she believed in. She believed in the good in people, she makes out of every bad thing a good thing. That was why i loved her. She didn’t let the bad guys win but now is doesn’t even try.

I feel like the only strong people are Fitz and Simmions. I am disapointed in her but she tries. She tries her best and when we look at her we still see Simmions. She changed but she is still the good girl.

Figthing chance

The best thing about the whole episode was the meeting of Fitz and Ward. Fitz stopped believing in Ward. In that scene we see what the could have been and what they became. This friendship he had with Ward. It means something to Ward. Fitz is important for him, because it was Fitz, who let him hold in and questioned for a moment his actions. It was clear not enough because he almost killed them. But it also shows us how much the other broke him. Because i am one of the few people that thinks that he tells the truth – with that i mean the truth for him. The reality is that he let them back to die and he did that damage to Fitz. But for Ward was it different. He trusted Fitz to find a way. It is stupid and wrong but i am sure he really thinks that he gave them a chance. Also i think he must believe it to live with himself.

Fitz showed him what he did in reality to him and i think that Fitz and Ward should talk from now on and not Ward and Skye. It would be more interessting and also it would show Ward what he did. See the cold Skye didn’t show him anything of the consequences. Because that cold is for him strengh. He just so Skye that got stronger. Fitz on the other hand begann to show him that there is another strengh and now Fitz is damaged (Skye is naturally to, but on another way). The damage of Fitz you can see and hear and it would be the worst punichment for Ward and of course even if i like him, i want him to be punished for what he did to my Fitz and the others.

The second reason for that is that i think that that talk whould help Fitz heal.

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October 5

AOS: S02x02

Hi Guys,

let’s talk about the new ‘Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.‘ episode. What this episode does is giving us a better picture of the new characters and a new picture of the old characters. The first episode showed us where the old team stands, who they changed. This is showing us what a man Hunter is. We don’t know him. He and his two friends were just there at the start. We didn’t get any real informations about them. The work for money. So we have Hunter in the situation that the mission was the death of his girlfriend. The question is what will he do now? Will he work for Talbot, or will he work for Coulson, or will he do something totally different? What kind of person is Hunter?

What i think of Hunter? I like him. This episode makes him for me totally sympatic. He knows what he wants and he does all the wrong decisions to get it. Maybe Coulson is seeing a little from himself in him. So we see Coulson wanting to have Hunter on the Team to be the guy, how do the wrong decisions for the right reasons because Coulson can’t think like that any longer as the director.

That brings me to the next really good point in this serie. Coulson was always our good guy, know he has to make big decisions, he has to change. He is changing and he knows that. May and him are back to their relationship full of trust and it is good to see them like that again.

Mac is playing himself in my heart. The way he talks to Fitz is so much better than his friends. He needs a friend. Fitz is talking to Jemma the whole time. It is amazing how good he gets her. With the talks with her he get ideas and pushes himself to be better again. All his friends are talking to him like he will break and that is hurting him. It is not helping at all. I get it. Maybe i what do the same, because you want him better, you don’t want to break him. But Mac just talks normal to him like the imaginary Jemma says ‘he is talking normally to you. It is refreshing’.

Now to the old characters. We have the bad ones ‘Hydra’ but also we have Reina. She isn’t working for Hydra, she is working for the father of Skye. Okay the didn’t said it yet but it really looks like it. We don’t know what person her father is, but it takes Reina and makes her something else again. Now there are two groups against S.H.I.E.L.D.

So two what happens in the trailer i will just say ‘she is not hydra’. We read us when the next epiosde is out.

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September 24

Aos: S02x01

Hi Guys,

yesterday the new season of Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. started and of course i watched it. I love the serie and what i saw just broke me. First of all to be clear i am not a ward hater. I love him and yes i know he is not a good guy, but he is not worse than some other people on marvel that very one love. Ward is a really sentive point and i will not discuss this anymore with anyone and don’t came with comic canon. I don’t read comics and i am just take what the serie and the movies gives me. So Ward is a victim of abuse himself, not just from his parents, and older brother. Because after the abuse of his family, he met Garetts and he also kind abuse him.

I am Fitz in this one. Even if i don’t know if Fitz totally believe in Ward after he did this to him and Simmons. Fitz is broken and this is the sadess thing. He tries,  he tries so hard. But he is just broken, because his best friend, his love let him down. How could Simmons do that? I saw this episode and i lost all my faith in Jemma Simmons.

I can’t saw much. I don’t know what to thing about all that. It was a slow start new characters and not much deep in them… everyone will hate for this but to much Sky and the Sky i loved and yes i know that Ward is at fault at this, but it is really sad how easy it was to break Skys believes… She was the good one, the strong one, she was better…

Also Coulson is becoming a bit… i don’t find the right word… he makes sacrifieces… and i don’t like the way he did it…

We will see what happens in the next episode.

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