September 26

Goodbye Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (this contains spoilers for season 3)

Hey Guys,

it hurts me to actually say this, but i am done with Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. and will not watch the fourth season. I loved the serie from the beginning and my love only grew stronger. We had 2 1/2 amazing seasons. I know what many of you will think now. Just because they killed Ward…
But Wards death – even when this death made me cry the most and heartbroken – was not the reason for this. I found the idea of a creature like Hive in a head like Ward interessting and in away they were very simular. I know why people think the end of Hive wasn’t strong enough… that he turned in the background and that Lincolns death would be more important. I don’t say you are not right. I love Lincoln but later to that – now i want to talk about Ward. My lovely Ward. The end was for me in away perfect because we saw Hive understanding something. He understood that the connection he created wasn’t a real connection. He understood that the real connection was what Lincoln shared with the humans. We saw Hive tell Lincoln that he just wanted to make the world a better place and yes look at the world. The world is a terrible place. There is war and death and people killing each other. We hate on each other for being different. He wanted to change this. He wanted the world a better place. He did it the wrong way. He did everything wrong for this to happen. But he didn’t knew better. He just didn’t knew better. Ward wanted to make up with his team. He tried to earn back this family but he did it in the wrong way. In all the wrong ways but he didn’t knew better.
Ward and Hive got created be other people. They got tortured and manipulated and were very lonley. All they wanted was a connection, a family, not being alone. Ward and Hive were so much alike. This end showed it to me how simular they were and it made me so sad… because Lincoln understood that Hive wanted to make it better… and i just think all the time what would have happend if Hive or Ward really had someone who cared enough about them and to show him how love function, how relationships work. They both could have made the world a better place.
And that is the reason i watched the show… it is one of the reason.

I watched S.H.I.E.L.D. because i love this organisation. They are so right and so wrong at the same time. They want the right things and always do it the wrong way. They want peace and protection but using the new power to create weapons. They have people like Black Widow and Hawkeye working for them – they are for the kill. Every freaking S.H.I.E.L.D. agent has blood on his hands. This organisation is not good and it is not bad either. This is totally a gray area and every step can kipp the balance in one direction. That was the good thing about the serie. It always showed us that they are not the good ones. They showed us hope. I still remember Wards face when he realized that he just had saved Mike. That he could actually do more than killing. We saw the characters grow… we saw them falling. We saw them failing and winning.

The serie doesn’t make often the things i wanted to see but the character developement was always logic… and i could live with it. I actually loved the serie more for making me hate Coulson. And really in the midseason final of season three i really hated him. He became a person i couldn’t like anymore. A person that gave the victim back to his abuser, a person that wanted to delete their memories to make them better… he just got the director of S.H.I.E.L.D.
All characters were so human… they had their flaws not to little… it was amazing to watch them deal with everything. I loved to hate them, i loved to love them. I cried for them and i screamed for them, i discussed about them.
Nothing can take that from me. The 2 1/2 half season were amazing and i will always love them and will always hold them close as my favorite serie.

But the serie made me hate Coulson and it made me hate May. The serie took Jemma and let her fall…she became so dark and really i love her and i understand her but the moment Jemma decided to kill someone in cold blood… i was so disapointed in her… she was a light… it wouldn’t be so bad if they hadn’t made Skye into a younger May.
When May took her training she made her into an agent…but Skye never was an agent. She was their light and their hope. She took the darkness and made it into light. She never looked at the dark, she always went looking for the light. She believed in the good of people, she believed power can change things, she believed that she can change things. Skye was so strong and Ward trained her to survive… he didn’t made her into a real agent… he let her be Skye.
May told her to keep calm to don’t let the feelings out… this wasn’t Skye anymore. When she started using the name Daisy i refused to call her that. But than was that episode were she told Lincoln that everyone should be turned that there shouldn’ be a cure for it. The episode were she went to interigate someone and used her power… that was the moment Skye died. Everything Skye believed in, everything she was… for me she lost it all in that moment. She became what she never wanted to be and that was the moment i accepted her name. That moment she became Daisy and Daisy is not a person i care about. Skye was… and yes maybe that is unfair. Because what ever Ward did i stood with him. But she wasn’t alone… she had so many friends, she had a family… I don’t hate her and i don’t want to made her the bad guy… she just isn’t my Skye anymore… Ward was always the broken boy for me that need to follow orders…

Since we all know that Ward died. It left me with not many people i care about. Bobbi and Hunter left the show. Lincoln died for Daisy…and i am really tired of watching people dying for Daisy… guys that is not a purpose… get a real life… but instead you go and save the earth… damm heros…

So i still care about Fitz. But Fitz is now happy with Jemma and this can be an end for me. As much i loved Fitz, i loved him the most with Ward or Hunter… were he grew above himself… and i will miss this so much…

I will miss the show. I will miss all the characters. But it is time for me. It is time… i hated that seeing the future thing and the every inhuman has a purpose thing (for obvious reasons) and i hated this who is going to die play… so all characters i care about are gone, dead or happy. So this is a ‘good’ end. For everyone who still love the show i hope that it will stay that way. I hope that you all have alot of fun with the show.

I would love to hear a few of your opinions abut the season final…about the characters. So feel free to write me! Please i love to write about this show about this characters. And i will always stand with Grant Ward. You were an amazing character. You were the most gray character i ever say. Grant Ward the broke boy that never had a real chance in life…rest in peace. You were from the first moment until the last moment my favorite character.

Goodbye Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. thank you for this serie, for this characters and thank you for Grant Ward.

December 15

AoS: S03x10

Hey Guys,

i am really sure that i let you wait on this again so long but the midseason finale of Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. left me disapointed in the story, the writers, the characters. You all now that i love Ward and i think you all can think why i am so disapoint. Just to be clear because i heart everywhere that the Ward fans are threating the writers because of what they did to him. I am not one of them. But truth to be told i don’t know if i will watch season 4 if there is one. I will watch the second part of the third and decide what i think about what they did.
I don’t have much to say about the episode so let’s start…

The planet

This was nothing i hoped for. Fitz is teaming up with Will and Coulson and Ward are traveling together. I never get why they seem so eager to always put Ward and Coulson together. Because for me it just shows me how disapointed i am in Coulson and hate person he became. Ward on the other hand always seems to feel the need to make Coulson understand. It is sad that he never really could let go.
This planet had so much potential to show us interaction between Fitz and Ward. Could show us the broke friendship they shared. Let them have discussions. Let with judge him and Ward explain… put them in danger so they had to work together… but nothing of that did happen. All we see is murder killing the most interessting character in way i still not ready to face. This was brutal and way to cruel. If he had to kill Ward, than he could have done it in anyway… but this… this is not what a ‘good’ guy would do. This makes Coulson a brutal and cruel murderer. He crushed his… i will look at Coulson the way i did.

Jemma and pretty good ideas

That Jemma really was so dump… i thought she would after everything not so dump. But of courde she let Lash out, because he promised to protect her from hydra. Yes thats would he did and than he goes and kills every inhuman that is captured by hydra and in this place. This is not surprise. This is what i told from the beginning. Andrew choose is way. I just hope that people are beginn to hate like Ward. Because he is way worse… but i sure he can be saved…

Yeah… their is not more to say…

December 9

AoS: S03x09

Hey Guys,
sorry you had to wait so long for this opinion about the Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. episode. But this episode made me really angry. It is one of the best episodes this season and one of the worst. Their are so many things i love one the one hand and hate on the other… I am really afraid of the mid-season finale…

Rosalind

I has to say that this let me cold… this is bad and Ward again made a bad decission and killed someone. But this is the only thing i really care about. Because this is another step further away from redemptation…
I don’t understand what everyone found so interessting about Rosalind. I really disliked her and she never got me in anyway. The relationship between her and Coulson let me also cold. This has also to do with Coulson becoming more and more unsympatic and i start to don’t care about him or May anymore. So this is totally one reason. We don’t have to talk about that this murder and a crime. No argue with it. But the death that get me more was of his right hand. He just got interessting.

Get to know Ward

Here we go with one of the things i love and hate. Coulson is talking with everyone about Ward. Skye is actually having a really good insight in Ward. As much as i love that she actually beginn to understand what was going on in him, i don’t really see where this is coming from. Because even she was going through the same she never had seen it that way. Also is Fitz saying something like Ward was trying to replace something with him. Their were never any indication for it before.
But the worst part is that this episode tells us something really important and nobody seems to talk about. The good guys…all of them told Coulson that they believe that Ward was abused by is brother and family. They know he was talking the truth the whole time. And even when they are right that this is not excuse for going bad, this is showing us that they are no good people. This is not about not forgiving Ward. This is about Wards big brother.
Everyone know that Coulson was giving him to his brother and everyone believed that he abused Ward.
I still got really shaken by it when i think about it and i really could cry the whole time about it. Because these people are worse than anyone. You never ever hand victim back to the abuser… never… no matter what they did. They can imprision him or even sentence him to death (i am really against death sentence but it is better than that…) but you never give them to the abuser… This is cruel. But it shakes me even more that nobody seems to care about it from the viewer…

Thomas…and good guys can to everything…

Coulson is taking revenge. This is understandable but hey is the bad guy going for revenge it is a bad thing if the good guy does it, it is understandable…
Coulson is crossing a bridge here and people seems not to see that he totally he had sacrificed Thomas (sadly this is also the case for Hunter). The only reason Thomas is alive and not hurt is because of Bobbi. Because Bobbi seems to be the only human in S.H.I.E.L.D. which still can differentiate between good and bad.
Thomas is a theme that really hurt me. I love that we got to see his opinion on what happend, that we see that people don’t have turn out like Ward, that sometimes you can win against the odds. Also i love how realistic it is that they not understood how cruel it is what Thomas is saying. But i hate that the writes do nothing to show that to the viewer… that the don’t make them understand what Ward at to go through.
Thomas tells us that everything is true what Ward had told them about his brother and family. Also he tells us that Ward always protected him except for the well incidence. The well incidence that was the fault of Wards older brother.
Thomas was stronger than Ward and that is okay but Ward was never a strong character. He always need someone to follow… he is no leader. Never was. Never will be. He NEEDED help what Thomas could on his own Ward couldn’t. That doesn’t make him a bad person. Nothing that happend in his childhood did make him bad. It destroys him. He tries so hard to protect what is important to him. He could not protect Thomas. That is why he got obbsessed with protecting people that is why the love for Skye begann to become creepy.
All this people destroyed him and nobody is even admitting that they let him down. Ward is nothing different that Skye. Just that she has more luck that she is see as a good guy. He is like Coulson and May… he is not worse than S.H.I.E.L.D. and people need to understand that. Yes is a murderer that is what he became after Coulson tried to hand him over to his brother… Before that he was like every other agent…
We see this in that episode again… he knows better than to get used by Malick but in the end he is still doing what he said… he needs to follow…

Fanfic dreams…

After Jemmas story i thought that this would be a perfect oppurtunity to bring Ward redemptaion. Fitz is trying to save Will and lands with Ward on this lonley planet and they have to survive their alone. I was close to get that. i mean really Wards team will die really fast. Than he and Fitz would be alone…but than Coulson is distroying all my dreams… again…

Just to be said Mac is such a better director as Coulson…

November 20

AoS: S03x07/08

Hey Guys,

here i am back to tell you what i think about the new Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. episodes. Ward has so much screen time this last episode it is so good to see him in action again. So this is episodes are about Andrew and CTPU…

We are cursed

Let’s start here because my little babies. Jemma can’t take it anymore that Fitz is so calm and just helping her and he can understand it. But this is way better than scream at her or anything. He is just in controll, which is kinda sad and also good. Fitz is a good person that is why he will never let Will alone in this world. Jemma asked him to help and that is what Fitz will do. Even when he knows that he will lose Jemma again in a way. We all know that she fall in love with Will. That doesn’t mean that she hadn’t feelings and still have for Fitz, but someone else is there…These two are also making the discovery that bounds all the storylines together.

Tell us something new

I don’t know why it is for everyone a surprise that Hydra is older than the Nazis. Sorry but the told us in Captain America Part one that Hydra just used the Nazi to do what they wanted. I am sure to that time almost every Hydra agent was a nazi but this isn’t something that is bound together. For it was always clear that Hydra was alot older than the Nazis… But this doesn’t change a thing in the Ward history. Because yes for Ward Hydra were Nazis. But Ward was until the third season never Hydra. But that isn’t the reason he is not a Nazi. He is not a Nazi because he liked Trip and he never made him feel little or bad. He always treated him and every other with respect also every woman he met before he did that supid line to get under Hills skin.

Second chance for Andrew Garner

I really don’t understand this. Why is everyone giving him a second chance? Why is nobody judging him? This change that the mist set in movment, doesn’t chance who you are. Raina was still Raina, Skye was still Skye, it doesn’t chance who you are. If you are a good person it doesn’t make you a bad one. This chance doesn’t make Andrew a monster. This way of thinking most have grown in him for a time. He thinks that he can decide who is worthy of this gift and who not. He is killing everyone he doesn’t like. He is trying to kill Lincoln. Yes i still don’t trust Lincoln but we never see him do anything else than helping people. He always wanted to help. The darkness that is now seen in is character is because his whole world broke down around him. Everything he believed in was wrong. But Andew doesn’ want to help him, he wants to kill him. He killed alot of people. Everyone talked about Lash as a monster. The bad example for Inhumans. Everything that Andrew said here was that he has do keep doing it. He doesn’t want to stop. He doesn’t want a cure. He wants out killing Inhumans.
But yes you are right this guy deserve a second chance… i know he is misguided and maybe you can save him and help find a way back. But this way is not cure…
So what Ward did in the end is what Andrew wanted… he didn’t do anything to Andew. He just give him what he wanted. Be not angry about with Ward, be angry with Andrew because he choose this. It was his choice.

Hydra or not

I don’t know what I feel about Rosalind not being Hydra. That she is just someone who get played too. Also i am not sure if i really believe her. Maybe she is still playing a game. I just don’t like her… it is her look… i don’t know…

Love the faces Ward did this episode. But i warn you Ward don’t do anything to hurt your future husband…

November 5

Aos: S03x06

Hey guys,
This episode of Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. reawake my Ward feelings. Because everytime he starts to like someone this person got be killed. But lets talk about everything else. Because the Ward part is really not so interessting this episode.

Unfair treatment

The way everyone is acting toward Hunter is so unfair and stinks of double moral.May would have shot Ward too when the roles would have be changed. It wasn’t cold hearted or has to do with anger issues. He had a chance to eliminate a threat for the woman he loved. Nothing more nothing less. I don’t know why everyone is making such a fuss about it. Bobbi decided to sacrifice Kara and nobody said anything about her… just one example. Hunter did nothing different than deciding that killing Ward was more important and what save more lifes.

May destroying everyone

I am so tired of May destroying everyone. First she made Skye/Daisy a killer – okay this is a little harsh, but she made her colder and more in controll. This wasn’t the Skye i loved. Now she tells Bobbi that she should let this make her stronger. Bobbi is stronger than May ever was because she don’t let that made her into a angry and brutal woman – what is strong. She is still a good agent and way better than May. I really hope that Bobbi doesn’t let her change form May. Because Mays violence in this episode was way out of line.

Lash..

This wasn’t surprising and right know i don’t see how this can be explained. But after that accident it just couldn’t not be Andrew.

Right know there are for my taste to much lose ends and story that doesn’t fit together. Everyone has is own story… and this is a little annoying. I am really disapointed from the part Lincoln is playing… Coulson is really on my blacklist if he choose to actually go with Rosalinde opinion. She would maybe right. If they ask the Inhumans. But they don’t, they decide form them.

November 1

AoS: S03x05

Hey Guys,
let’s talk fast about the last Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. episode before the new one is there. This is episode everything i was afraid of and alot better than i thought. When i watched the promo i was afraid that we will have a episode just with Jemma and that is acexatly what happend. But the episode functioned.

Charakterstudy

This episode is more a episode about Jemmas Charakter than anything else. The life on the planet she landed alone is not easy. She needs to find water and food and the night will not end, but until she met Will nothing else than Jemma suriving death through hunger is all we see. But somehow it works. Jemma is talking the whole time to Fitz. She doesn’t sees him but it is in the end the same thing Fitz did after Jemma left.

The evil

After she met Will. We see that something else is on that planet. Something evil like he says. Will is a sympatic character. Everything that happend is logic. The emotional story between them is really good. As a Fitzsimmons Fan i am a little disapointed but right now Will and Jemma seems to function better. Fitz my baby is of course after hearing her story ready to help her. Because it is his Jemma.

I don’t have more to say about this episode. But it was good and worked for me, even i want all the other characters back. Jemma is not one of my favorite persons.

October 22

AoS: S03x04

Hey Guys,

here we go with the new Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. episode. There was good Ward action so i actually liked the episode. So will first addresse the elefant in the room? Okay lets start again with Ward.

Meet the Director

For me it is fun to see how many things he got from S.H.I.E.L.D. He calls himself the director and so are a few things still their. Also i think that i like the relationship that is developeming between Kebo and Ward. He needs someone on his side he can trust… even when he goes down that way. I still want him to be happy… i will always stay with Grant Ward. But that is not the theme here. So Hunter is meeting the director. Some people thought that it was to early but i am happy that it didn’t take longer. Because Hunters storyline was boring and he and May still don’t have chemiestry.
Ward played his joker with Andrew in danger really early but this makes me hope that the storyline become alot better.

Right decision?

Hunter make the decision to go after Ward even when it could end in Andrews death. Here we go again. Is it the right decision or the worng decision. One life against many. We all know May would have done the same when she was in his place. This is what S.H.I.E.L.D. is about. Make big decision were no one is really right.
Hunter made the decision which was right for him and that is what we should accept.

Work together

Coulson is still working with ATCU. I still don’t understand why he is doing it but okay… Of course everyone of them has secrets. So they never really can work together. But Skye/Daisy is not happy with that allience. Mac seems also not like a big fan of that.
The found out how Lush is finding all the Inhumans and that he is actually not always a monster. That he still has a human shape. What is really suspicious is that Skye survived again. He seems never go against Skye.
This is something that speaks for Andrew as Lush. But i don’t think that he is Lush. I hope he isn’t.

I don’t have big hopes for the next episode. I hope we will see more than what happend to jemma…

October 16

AoS: S03x03

Hey Guys,
here wego with the episode of Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. which is disapointing. I don’t know but maybe Nick Fury was so much better as diretor than Coulson. And Skye aka Daisy is just getting more and more on my nerves. Really, there are so much more person S.H.I.E.L.D. should protect and not just their own.

I know what a man you are

Everyone is searching for Lincoln. The ATCU is going public and now Lincoln is a searched terrorist. The part were is calling his only friend is the best in the episode. We got to know more about Lincoln. It seems that maybe he has a problem with alcohol. Lincoln is more and more believing that he is a monster. When his friend betrayed him and don’t want to let Lincoln go… It gives has a little inside in Lincoln.
After that he goes to the only one that is still believing in him – Skye/Daisy.

Is S.H.I.E.L.D. good?

Why Lincoln mistrust S.H.I,E.L.D.? Oh look Skye is under threat and now we let the ATCU have Lincoln. A group that is really suspicious and totally negative against Inhuman. They sees them as a threat and it is totally okay to hand Lincoln over. Is Coulson even using his brain? No because not just that he is also now working witht the ATCU. This S.H.I.E.L.D. is not better than the one before.
Coulson says that he can go alone against the people anymore. But this is why S.H.I.E.L.D. exist. This is the group that is fighting against everyone to keep them all safe. But that is nothing we see from Coulson…

Hunter & May

This story is so bad… and these two have no chemistry. They just don’t funcition together for me. They want revenge. I understand Hunter but why May. Really she is just pissed that she had feelings for him this is why she wants to kill him… May is just falling down more and more in my eyes. The only one how really lost someone in the end is Ward. May already had her revenge. Agent 33 is dead and Ward lost again…

Fitzsimmons

Hey not much to say. The Simmons situation is realistic but right now not really interessting. Fitz is trying to help Jemma and don’t let her alone with her problems. I love these two but the best thing in season two was that Fitz interacted with so many people and now it is again just Simmons… hope they change that again.

October 8

AoS: S03x02

Hey Guys,

here we go with the second episode of Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. and it already made Ward discussed again. Again i have a very different opinion on all that. But i understand where they came from. So maybe will we just start with it. So i have it behind me.

Building Hydra again

Everyone that hated Ward and said that he was Hydra feels now like they were right and the other that loved Ward are disapointed in the showrunners. That are the too opinions i found. I wanted Ward go down the way of redemption. I wanted him to heal, to start over and that he found happiness. We saw him a whole season try to help Coulson and his team. When i have the second season on DVD i will write about it more. Now i just want to say that i am really sad that he is going down this way. But after the end of season two it was clear that it had to end like that. Everyone is angry at the write and want Ward to be killed so it ends… Ward becomes Gareth and yes that is the worst nightmare of people going through this but i also think that that is what happend way to often in the real world. Because they people don’t help them. Friends that don’t judge you,family… anything you can hold on. So Ward loosing everything again. He is broken again and this time he can’t hold on to the believe to go back together with his team. So he gives in. He changes and become the thing he knows how he can become it. This is a sad and for a story that could have ended good.
But why does it not end good and that is the really sad thing. The thing nobody really talks about. The team didn’t give him a second chance. Everyone get one, Skye even give one to her father. But Ward? They never even thing about giving him a chance. They are acting like he is a monster. Coulson know his background story. He knows it and he worked with Romanoff (who actually gets a second chance). But not Ward.
In a way i understand it but on the other hand i don’t. Mike can be forgiven and Ward not. Mike did it to save his son. Ward did it to save his ‘father’. Yes that is the only different.
Ward didn’t do anything worse than what Mike did… you know but look. Not just the team on TV also the fans of the show are not giving him a chance. They judge him and tell that he is evil, that is hydra. What we should be talking at is not that Ward took that way. We should be talking about the people that decided that he doesn’t deserve a second chance and what it would have chanced if just one of them listend to him. Just one.

Saving Simmons

A big part of the episode is the saving of Simmons. When Fitz found the first real hint of what the stone is, the team backs him up. They get the old Asgardinen and trying to open the portal. From that point the saving of Simmons is going really ‘easy’ and also they just distroy the artifact so no danger from it again. This was easy… The last scene indicates that what happend to Jemma will have a big role. I really hope it. I actually are a little bit disapointed. Everything turns out way to easy. Nothing really interessting happend. Hunter was actually again the best.

May and Hunter

May is back… it was clear that she would be but i wouldn’t have missed her. After her action in the finale, i really beginn to dislike her. What she did was evil… and i am not ready to forgive her. But of course Ward is the bad guy here. I get that Hunter wants revenge that is who he is. But i hate that they actually do this. Because it split the team up and removes the most interessting relationship from the focus. Hunter and Fitz that is what i wanted to see and now we got Hunter and May? I hope that everything went wrong and the have to go back really fast…

The next episode actually looks way more promising. Lincoln is the other reason to watch this show.

October 2

AoS: S03x01

Hey Guys,

sorry that you had to wait for this article of the start of Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. but i am really tired the last days. But now we talk about the really strong start. The only thing i don’t like is that Ward wasn’t part of the first episode.

Life changes

In the finale of season two showed us that the stuff that create Inhumans got into the ocean. So it started with people becoming inhumans. But there are a few groups that want them. Of course S.H.I.E.L.D. is searching for them but they are always a little late. There is a new organisation that collect the Inhumans and someone that killed Inhumans. The group ATCU sees all Inhumans as threat…
Skye and Mack doesn’t really made a great job to explain what happend to Joey the Inhuman they found. Joey has to give up is whole life and trust people he doesn’t know.
This is one reason why Skye want Lincolns help. But Lincoln doesn’t want anything to do with it. For him this power is not longer gift like he thought before.

Fitzsimmons

Fitz can’t except that Jemma is missing. He is searching her and follows every lead. Everyone things that it is not go for him, but nobody wants to talk with him about it. So they let do it. Coulson is the one that tells him in the end that he needs to accept the fact. They don’t give her up but they need Fitz. They need to keep going forward.
So of course it isn’t a surprise that Jemma survived. The real question is where she is.

Team on the edge

The team has seen better times. Bobbis sitting on the bank and work in the laboritry. Fitz is off to his own little missions. Skye tries to lead. It seems like the proplems are already to much for S.H.I.E.L.D. to handle. May is still on vacation and it seems like Coulson doesn’t if she is coming back and when she is.
I don’t miss May, but we will see how everything works out.